Pain, Pleasure and Passion (A BDSM Novel)

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I sit there an watch him. 

He is working, concentrating on his paperwork. He is not looking at me. I just sit here and stare at him. It is the only thing I can do, it is the only thing that is keeping the tears in. I don't know why I find it so comforting to just sit and watch him. But it is, extremely calming. I must look like a crazy person. But I don't care. 

"Can I help you April?" Nick says glancing up for the first time. He has a sexy smirk across his face, and his eyes look playful. I smile at him. 

He is so beautiful. This over-protective, angry man. Who in this moment is the only thing holding me together.

"No, Mr.Merinor." I reply.

"Mr.Merinor? Are you trying to seduce me April? Cause it's working." He says sarcastically, smirking. 

I laugh. And shake my head. He gets up from his desk and casually strides over to me, never breaking eye contact with me. I begin to squirm, as the muscles in my lower abdomen clench. He leans down and caresses my face gently, running his fingers down from my cheek to my jaw line. He has me on the edge, and he is barely even touching me. 

"April..." His voice is strained. 

"What's wrong?" I ask, worried by the pained look in his eyes. 

"Your hurt... and all I can think off is striping you down and taking you right here and now. " He said closing his eyes. 

Excitement courses through my veins. "Nick, Please." I beg, I want him, I don't care if I'm in pain. 

"April, No please, you begging is only making it harder for me to resist." He replies not opening his eyes.

"Then don't resist." I answer. 

His eyes shoot open. "April, I can't. You are in pain I can see it. And if we go there now I might not be able to control myself. I may lose it and may hurt you, you are already in enough pain. I will not cause you anymore then I already have." 

"You havn't caused me any pain! And I want you, Nick. Lose control, please... " I beg once more.

His eyes darken with lust. I have become accustomed to the look, and its only been a couple of days. I love that look. His lips find mine and we are passionately entwined, his arms around me, mine around his neck, pulling at his hair. His tongue roughly enters my mouth, and I allow him to take control. He has his one hand tangled in my hair, while the other trailed down my body. 

"Excuse Me?" Calls a female voice, interrupting our heady embrace 

I hear Nick sigh in frustration. I am washed with disappointment, as he gets up and straightens himself out, and steps to open the door.

"Yes?" He asks, semi-rudely. 

It seems to take the woman by surprise and she stumbles. "I-I'm so-sorry for interrupting, but Jeremy has requested to speak with you.... In private." She explains, eyeing me carefully. 

I am shocked, and frozen in pure fear. Jeremy wants to see Nick? Why? This has to do with me, I know it. Oh God, I don't know what I am more scared for. Nicks safety, Jeremy can be very rough and strong when he wants to be. Or am I worried that Nick with snap and I will have to pay the price later. 

"Very well." Nick replies, he seems to have tensed. "Just a moment." 

The woman nods, and steps aside. Nick closes the door and turns to me. 

"April... Are you alright?" He asks immediately noticing my frozen state. 

"NIck... Don't fight with him.. Please, I don't want to see you hurt... Nor do I want to have to deal with Jeremy later if you kick his ass." 

Nick nods, and calmly leans down to kiss my forehead. "Okay." He whispers. 

He turns to leave. "Promise you will come back?" I utter. 

He pauses "I promise." He replies before calmly opening the door and following the woman down the hall, leaving me there alone, panicking.