**Please note that this story has never happened to me and if you find any thing offencive please don't take the story too serious.**
I woke up again from The sound of the deafening alarm that my heart only heard ring. My eyes were wondering around trying to find some light from the darkness of the room. I was frozen ,but I could still breathe. I wanted to get out of bed, because staying in the place that gave me nightmares made me feel like I was living the nightmare. I pulled myself up and and started walking around the spacious room. I managed to reach the light switch and turned it on.
The light from the bulb reflected straight into my eyes. I rubbed my eyes firmly so I could adjust to the strong light. My eyes looked straight to the mirror as my legs started to walk towards it.
I started looking at myself through the mirror that made look like there was an infinite number of mirror inside my brown eyes.
The tears on face were not the only thing that was expressing exactly how I feel ,but the scars on my hand as well.
I just let out all the tears as it filled up my depressing morning.
"Not good enough." Is what I repeated inside my mind. My hand was covering my reflection as my stomach was feeling grossed out of what was lying on the other side of the mirror.
My hand was soon sliding down the mirror and my eyes were staring again back at the reflection.
What my eyes saw was: a fat, hairy, dumb, long armed and weird looking person.
My heart drops every time I realised that that person was...ME. Before I could cry much longer I pushed myself to the closet and just tried to forget what ever I have seen and move on.
I got dressed and looked at my phone.
6:00 am
I guess I am going to school today.
I looked at my apartment door and waited. I haven't been out of my apartment in so long. Was I ready or should I wait?
My mind told me I was thinking to much and all that has to be done was to just get out. Without second thoughts I was already outside with my heart racing.
**Hello my readers. This is Z (as in zee) and I just wanted to thank you for reading page 1 of my book. I promise I will be continuing my story and it will just get better and I also hope I get better at drawing as well. On the next page the main character will reach her school. I wonder what drama will lie there? So I hope you wait for my return and thank you again.<3**
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Never Good Enough
General Fictionthis story is about a girl who is going through depression and obesity. Her goal in life is to be good enough.... but what she didn't know was saying that only killed her even more. She did manage to get accepted into being a trainee but that only k...
