I wish I could get rid of my depression
I wish this emptiness that I feel would go away
I wish the sadness and regret would decrease to nothing,
I wanna feel happiness, I wanna be happy
I want to feel whole again
I don’t want to regret anything, I just wanna be happy that I learned my lesson,
I know that I’m scarred for life
Probably because I let you in my life
But I ask “Who do you think you are?”
You took my heart and shredded it
You took my soul and burned it
You took my stomach and turned it inside out,
I hear voices and they won't stop
Leave me alone, please, I'm begging you
I can't take anymore...
You took my thoughts and made them dark
You took my mind and made sure not to give it back
You made me weak and hopeless,
I wish my anxiety would cease to even exist
I wish I wasn’t so dependent on people
I wish I didn’t have mood swings so bad that the doctor’s say that I’m bipolar,
A lot of people said that they would love me forever
But now forever is over…
