I WON'T FORGET

I woke up with a fear of knowing that one day I'll forget everything about you.
Well.. At least not everything.

So every night, before I go to bed.
I write.

I wrote so that I wouldn't forget.
Every little detail about you.
Was written in a notebook.

I would write those,
"What if you were here?"
Or
"What would happen if you never left?"
In short,
I wrote those what ifs that keep
me up at night.

I wrote everything that happened.
So that I wouldn't forget.
Like how your eyes sparkle,
As bright as those stars in the sky.

I saw the whole galaxy in your eyes.

I wouldn't want to forget,
About that night in March.
Where our lips almost touched,
But was disturbed.

I won't forget,
How you smiled at me on the
Day that we were to stay.
But then you had plans,
And so you left me here to wait.

I wouldn't want to forget,
How you gave me that rose.
You were shy,
Although you said you were Bold.

Your smile,
Made me inlove.

And I even remember, how we fought and fought.
But then we just laughed it off.

I remember,
How you said you would miss me.

But then
You didn't even do anything to stay with me.

I know you had a choice,
And that you didn't choose me.
And it still hurts me like hell.

My dear we were still kids.
When I was madly inlove.

I could go on and on
About you and me;
About us.

I would do anything to not forget.

There was a time where I told myself,
"Hah! As if I'll ever forget you."
"I won't forget you."

I'm sorry my love.
But I have grown old
I now forgot,
When I said I won't.