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#10

So this is all my thoughts that I'm writing down lol

I'm basically accounting everything going through my mind right now.

I think I might do this a lot.

So whatever lol.

First thing on my mind right now is why I want to be a psychologist.

I want to know what is on people's minds. What makes them tick. Why they feel sad and why they are happy. Why some people chose to be killers and why some people decide to go crazy.

I want to help.

I love reading stories. But they are only fictional and I do sometimes have to remind myself of that. So when people come and talk to me, they are telling me a real life story of their own. Whether it's a good story or a bad story.

But what I've noticed these days is that people stories are depressing. They don't feel good about themselves, they feel everything is fake and they just don't know who they are.

They are frustrated because they want to figure out their lives fast and get out of this time in life. They want to grow up because they think it will all be figured out. Impatient.

I have now come to a conclusion that this is probably why a lot of adolescents tend to turn to things that are not their age. Whether it be smoking, drinking, having sex, texting whoever they want online.

They think it will all be OK if they do things adults are doing and their life is planned out.

Their minds are too occupied with pleasure and instant gratification that when their thoughts finally become raw, from the inside, they become sad.

They don't know who they are yet. And they want to know fast. I know this because this is me too. I was constantly switching what job I wanted in the future because I didn't know what I wanted either. But even though I want to be a psychologist now, I still can't help but think about who I am.

People don't realise it's normal. Everybody seems to have their lives planned out...but they really don't. 

We are the King's and Queens of disguise.

We are so good that we even fool ourselves.

To be honest I just took a break to eat now I don't where I'm going with this 😂

I'm just saying that we have to take things slow. And it's so frustrating honestly. I want everything at once. But I know I have to work for it.

OK new topic

FREAKING SOCIAL MEDIA
IS RUINING OUR LIVES
AND WE ACCEPT IT

See I've been more happier since I deleted my account on Snapchat and never go on instagram. I never realised how toxic it was to my life until it was gone.

My perception

How we live is something we are used to. There is nothing special about it to us. But what's new to us is how others live.

Someone might eat a cake everyday and post it up on social media. It's normal.

But someone else who only eats cake once a month will be in absolute awe and wonder and will start to think they are the only ones who do this.

My point is that...we are all so caught up in each others lives we forget how good our own lives are. You shouldn't care about lindseys new Naked eyeshadow palette, you should be happy that you finally saved up to buy your favourite album.

This influences us. We think that that because lindsey has an eye shadow palette the you should too. So it becomes a trend after so much influencing.