Lemons

Her

She had the biggest smiles

That went on for miles

They way her eyes lit up whenever she would laugh

We would always giggle and laugh at all our old photographs

God, I miss her a lot

Just thinking about her makes my stomach turn into a knot

I remember 1st period, they told us she had died

I remember when I asked how, all they said was "suicide"

I cried my heart out

Just thinking of all the things she didn't tell me about

I wish I could done something to have helped her

The rest of the day went by like a blur

She was my best friend

This wasn't how it was supposed end

We were to grow old together

Through rain and shine and whatever

She was like a sister to me

Don't you see

I'm in pain without her around

And it hurts me to see her get buried into the ground

I know she wouldn't want me to mourn over her death

But I wish I could at least been there for her very last breath

If only she had told me what was going on inside

Maybe she wouldn't have committed suicide.

                                                                       -S.