Broken Hearts

Their Pasts

Her's

"Let's end this" he said without looking into my eyes

"W-what?why?" I retorted

"I'm sorry"

"Did I do something wrong?"

"No!It's just that-" he paused for a while

"That?"

"I'm inlove with someone else and I just can't let her go"

"You can't let her go so your letting me go?"

"I'm sorry but yes. I love her Olivia!So please,let me go"

"Do you really love her?"

I am a fool to ask that because I already know the answer. You're  just hurting yourself Olivia!

"Yes" napapikit ako ng mariin ng marinig iyon. Namumuo ang mga luha sa gilid ng aking mga mata. Sobrang sakit na marinig paulit ulit na may mahal na syang iba.

"Then, I'm letting you go Jam. Thanks for everything" I said as I stood up and walk away.

Hindi ako lumingon pabalik. Dahil pag ginawa ko yon, alam kong lalapitan ko sya at magmamakaawang ako nalang ang mahalin nya. Nang makalabas ako ng coffee shop at makalayo na doon, unti unting tumulo ang bawat luha na kanina pa nagbabadyang tumulo kanina pa.

Napaupo ako sa pinakamalapit na bench at napatakip sa aking bibig upang mapigilan ang paghagulgol ngunit patuloy parin itong kumawala at tumakas.

Ang sakit palayain ang taong mahal mo. Ang hirap tanggapin na sa kanya mismo nanggaling yung mga salitang yon. All this time akala ko mahal nya ako but it turns out na may mahal pala syang iba.

Two years is not easy to give up. Because letting go is easy,but leaving the memories you've shared is not.

His's

Nandito ako sa isang Italian Restaurant dito sa Rockwell, hinihintay ang girlfriend ko.

"Sir,everything's ready" saad ng waiter
"Okay then,let's just wait her"

After 5 minutes, dumating na rin sya. Sinalubong sya ng mga waitress.Napatayo naman ako at pinagmasdan sya.Sa sobrang pagtitig ko sa kanya hindi ko namalayang nasa harapan ko na sya.I'm so inlove with this girl.

"Hey babe!" I  said and gave her a peck on her cheeks na sinuklian nya ng ngiti.

Hinila ko ang upuan upang makaupo sya saka ako naupo sa may tapat nya.

"What's this?" ngumiti lang ako bago sagutin ang tanong nya

"A simple date" I  simply said habang inihahain ang pagkain

Tahimik lang kami habang kumakain hanggat dumating at inihain na din yung dessert.

This is it! Be brave Noah!

Kinuha ko sa ilalim ng mesa ang isa nanamang bulaklak at ibinigay sa kanya.Kasabay ng pagtugtog ng isang kanta sa violin.

"Thanks"-she simply said and continue what she is doing

Tumayo ako at lumuhod sa tagiliran nya na dahilan ng kanyang pqgkagulat.

"H-hey!What are you doing?!Stand up!Nakakahiya!"

Inilabas ko ang singsing at hindi pinansin ang sinabi nya

"Noah?!Is this a prank?!or a joke perhaps?!"

"No!This is not a joke nor a prank.I'm dead serious.My life is miserable as hell until you came and change it.You're an angel in disguise babe.I can't even see my future without you.Babe i need you!I freakin' needed you for the rest of my life!Will you marry me and be my wife?"-i said

Tumayo sya.Wala akong makitang kahit na anong emosyon sa mukha nya.I expected that she will say yes but my heart shattered when she said those words.

"I-Im sorry Noah.I can't"-She said as she grab her pouch and walk away from me.

Unti unting tumulo ang luha ko at napaluhod sa sahig.Nabitawan ko ang singsing at hindi ko alam kung saan man ito napunta.I cried.I fucking cried because of a damn girl!Fuckshit!

She was the only girl i loved.But she betrayed me.

They say love is the strongest thing in this world,but also the weakest one.And they are right.Love can destroy us in a snap.Love can break us without knowing it.And i hate love because of it.