Hey, it's me Cynthia
Like almost any teenager I have depression, and anxiety. I often have panic attacks. Your probably wondering, yes, I do self harm. And I'm not proud of it it just happens if ya know what I'm saying. Im really in to classic music, the Beatles is my favorite bad actually. My favorite color is red. I live with my mom, my mom's boyfriend Zack, and my sister Callie. I have a couple friend not very many though there is Lillie, Faith, Brooke, Cecilia, and serena. I kinda just try to stay away from people. I really don't like them little crusty creatures called humans. I really love music, animals, I also like doing hair and makeup and all that good stuff. I play volleyball, but unfortunately volleyball season is over. I have a iPhone 7. My family don't have much money. Lucky for me I saved up my money. I'm usually on my phone. I don't really like the outdoors, it's either to hot or to cold here in Nebraska. And then I go out and get judge by people, "your wearing too much makeup". "Your ugly!" "Did you get your clothes from the dumpster?" This world is really crappy! It's full of unkind cruel people. That's why I just keep my distance from people like that. Im usually hanging out with Lillie or Serena. Oh my gosh, I forgot to tell you! Okay so I'm bisexual, and I met this girl named Natalia. She's so freaking cute. I get butterflies in my stomach. It's just weird. I don't know tho, what if she don't like me, what if, That's all I can think of ugh its just ugh.
Pretty good? Lol this is just a random story. If you guys like it vote and follow me and I will start updating but yeah.
(I felt to lazy to edit sorry)
