And then one day Suddently he was all you could think about. His voice,his smile,his laugh. Then you started to wonder if he was thinking about you to.So like a tick you became attached. You laughed at his jokes replied to all his snaps with a fun flirty response you told your friends about him, about all the cute flirty things he had said to you and they were exicted ,happy for you they laughed and said omg hes so into you i cant belive he said that! You showed them the cute snaps he sent they all helped you with your outfits nudged you when he walked past you told you "omg he was so looking at you" , But you werent. You were looking at your buddy behind me, but you never told me that. Instead you lead me on like a kitten with a string. You would tell me i looked great and flirted with me , held doors for me, told me i was a great singer ,told me i dressed nice,asked me if i was coming down to the practice rooms,help me with classes,asked me about my day,told me my selfies were fire , and then one day you stoped out of nowhere you were done you left me like a dog on the road waiting for its owner to come back. And you wanna no what the worst part about it is ? theres not a damn thing i can do about it.
and yes ok i've moved on i have a boyfriend and i'm happy but that doesn't mean i don't miss you that doesn't mean every time i see your name pop up on my phone i don't get excited hoping it's somthing besides streaks that doesn't mean every time you post on your story i hope its somthing i can swipe up on to start a convo that doesn't mean i don't miss being competitive on i games with you that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me when i see you in the halls laughing and smiling that doesn't mean i miss playing questions with you that doesn't mean i miss how happy i was when i heard you sing that doesn't mean i don't miss your compliments that doesn't mean my heart doesn't phisicly ache when i think about you,think about how much i wanted you about how much i prayed to god that you were the smart handsome christian man i was meant to be with that doesn't mean i don't pray to god you realized that you really did want me not her so you have to feel the way i do at night thinking about you wanting to do anything just to get your attention to get your text to hear your voice anything
