Alois muttered under his breath before he walked out of his bedroom, his Butler had failed to awake him that day. But it wasn't a new thing, Claude soon walked up to his side. Claude was in his everyday uniform with a sigh before continuing to walk at Alois's side. Awaiting him to give him and order or something of the similar. But to no avail did it ever occur that he was given an order or request. No words were spoken and none were mouthed. It wasn't an awkward silence, it was just a silence.
The blonde headed boy was having issues that he could not describe. He did not know how in which he didn't try. Though he smiled and laughed all throughout the day. He was faking, inside he was hurt and didn't know how to deal with it. Thankfully the outfit he had adorned everyday of the dark lavender trenchcoat and green corset-like shirt and short shorts was a long sleeved trenchcoat.
Claude didn't know why he was the way he was being. Alois was clenching his sleeves all day as if to keep them in place. He stayed in his study for most of the day, writing as if venting his feelings onto paper.
"why must I be this way? Confused and dazed hurt and broken. Unfixable. A lost cause if you will. I'm nothing. I'm just some sex-crazed 14 year old that can't handle himself at all. I'm cutting big time to the point if I move the wrong way it hurts to no end."
He was so focused into his feelings that without crying he couldn't even talk about the subject in general. It was painful for him mentally and physically. But Claude decided to go out on a whim and ask him himself. However he would just wait, until that night so that he could check him over. Later on that night Claude began to undress Alois so he could put him to bed, seeing cuts everywhere and an obviously weak and scared Alois.
"your Highness..."
"Why.."
the words fell onto deaf ears. Alois did not pay attention to the others words. Alois found it that Claude only lied. spoke words. that only fell, and werent heard by the blonde boy.
His heart had fallen. He had become afraid. He had become.. sheltered.
A.N: This is so boring... It's so short- I'm having writers block--
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FanfictionPLEASE KNOW THAT THERE ARE SELF HARM AND SUICIDE THEMES AS WELL AS SEXUAL THEMES. When Someone finally realizes how much pain they are in, they fall down right? Wrong. The poor slender blonde haired male only smiled and hid his pain with a smile. U...
