everyone said 'it's alright to tell him your feelings now' but it's fucking hard just-- face to face with him. i'm too embarrassed at that time, and made so many mistakes back then.
so i thought, saving this love alone and making sure that he would never know about this feeling is the best choices.
because i wanted to keep everything like this.
close with him, seeing him from this place and always be his side.
YOU ARE READING
.for him
Poetrya compilations of what i feel that i want to tell him as soon as possible. but the thought of not being listened makes me anxious. the thought of seeing his face showing of the disgust expression after listening everything creeping me out.
