y o u.

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by evolucien

by evolucien

i'm not normal,
and it's because of you.

when you smile,
my heart beats fast,
thadum it goes,
like drumbeats thay won't stop.

then,
i thought,
i'd make you cry,
for your smile to crumple up,
for your eyes to become swollen,
for your cheeks to become rosy red.
it'd be desirable, alluring,
in my eyes,
you'd be more completed.

but i can't,
your smile never bend.
i'm weak to your smile,
i wither away and rot in my core.

i can't,
i love you
,
i'm not normal after all.