Summer, Crimson, Flint and the Author.

Philosophy Of Alter Ego (Eng ver)

SUMMER

After a year and a half, the cold heart of her's finally melted. Call her summer, she's warm as summer, but something about catching feelings freeze in her heart and finally after a long time someone breaks the ice and melted her by saying 'I love you.' Offering a future and his heart with her. Summer was flatterd by his words and she finally felt it, something she wanted since a long time.

Here you can see her soul dancing until she know that his love is not only for summer. And like a scene from a movie, he tried to convince summer that he only loves summer. but it's too late. Summer already step back from his world. "I'm not an option and so are the girl who's always waiting for your call. You don't love me, you only love your future and your options. And I love you, the only thing I can do for you is to remove my self from your option. "

Summer left him, her heart fill with anger and dissapointment but she's not growing any ice in her heart anymore. She is not making any bounderies or any complicated password anymore and finally summer is warm as her name.

CRIMSON

Crimson is a strong, red color, inclining to purple who's been in love with the same person after 5 years. She's strong like her name, a bold red color that stands for who's she really is. but behind her 'strong look' no one will ever tought that the one she love doesn't love her back.

She has her biggest regret for not realizing her feeling way before it's too late, and it's too late now but she's still hoping. Everyday when she wakes up, the first thing she's doing is checking for a missed call, but she gets rarely of it. Once in Wednesday from her mother and on Friday from her best friend. The call that she's waiting for is never actually pops up on her notification.

She loves him and more she thinks about it more she drown on her regret, she's haunted by it, her unspoken words. It's 3 am and she's crying, after 2 bottle of wine she makes a video of her saying "Flint, I love you. i wish i could get a second chance and make it up to you, but i think it's too late. "And on purposely she send it to him.

After her mental breakdown last night, she woke up with heavy head, mixed with dizzy and anxiety that will not leave. And that day on Saturday, she got a missed call from her love, flint.

FLINT

He never tought a love at first sight will ever happen to him, but it happened. He's been secretly like this girl for 3 month now and he's sure that he love her. "I'm sorry, we can't be together anymore. you do not deserve me, you deserve more and I'm in love with someone else. I'm sorry, Crimson." Crimson shatterd on her feet, those words hurt her a lot. "I will wait, flint, I've loved you since forever. No one will love you like I love you, I'll wait. Just go with her and I'll always be here, Waiting. "

"Hey, I'm Flint."

"I'm Summer."

THE AUTHOR

What?

Okay, I'll tell you what you need to hear. Summer is only a day dreaming girl who's trying to live a life like la la land, she's pathetic. Crimson? She never actually love him, she's obsessed. And Flint? He's just a typical asshole who act innocence and throwing promises everywhere.

But actually, maybe I don't really understand their character, cause three of them is based from me, my life that I truly don't understand. The happy ending of summer is a lie, and summer was me that being cheated, crimson was me who is obsessed, and flint was me who leave someone who loves me for someone I don't really know well. They are me, I'm a mess who stuck with 3 of my character. So pls date me.