I Loved You *Sequel to Love Him Less*

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So this is it. Then end of high school. 2.5 years have past and I haven't heard from Jarron, it's okay though I have a boyfriend now and I'm sure Jarron has forgot about me. It's graduation day and I'm constantly crying hugging my class mates goodbye with never ending "We have to catch up" and "promise to call me" but we all know that's a lie. The graduating class walked out with applauses. We got in our cars and drove out honking and yelling this was it the start of our adult life.

Everyone is going out tonight to celebrate. Me and the girls are all getting ready when Sevenna comes over to me.

"You're thinking about him aren't you?" She says 

"Who? Jarron?" I say continuing to pull on my boots

"No Santa! Yes Jarron" she says sarcasically

"I'm mean it has been two years, I'm just you know worried he's back"

"Look if he hasn't told you or at least posted something on facebook I'm sure he's not home." 

"Yeah your right" Which she was I mean I was his first love, he would tell me if he was back right?

We continued to get ready as the time passed we got prettier, drunker and excited for the night ahead. It was about 12pm and I was already struggling to see but I didn't care I just kept dancing, we were at the last club for the night our whole grade singing Forever Young by Youth Group. I was standing on the stage with the DJ when I see two boys, one with a white hat and the other a black hat. I knew that white hat anywhere. 

"Jarron." I say to myself feeling sick to my stomach. His friend points to me and a turn around pretending not to see them and continue dancing. I turn around and Jarron's in front of me with the same god damn smile I fell in love with. 

"Hey, How are you?" my drunk ass says leaning forward to give him a hug.

"Good, you?" He says, his hands around my waist

"You didn't tell me you were back?" I say pushing his hands off

"I didn't know you wanted me to?" He says pulling me forward

"I needed some sort or warning" I say rolling my eyes

"Warning? what am I a problem or something" he says stepping forward inches from my lips

"Sorry to break it you buddy but I have a boyfriend now. I'm a new person" I say stepping back

"Buddy?! Ha really Danni, does your boyfriend know about me or how I drove you crazy" He says sliding his hand up my thigh into my skirt

"Jarron! Stop!" I say pushing his hand off me and walking off the stage to the bar. He doesn't follow

My face is red and my teeth are grinding together, how could he do that, who does he think he is, you can't just come back with no warning and slide your hand up my skirt, prick! I'm saying this all in my head when I feel hands wrap around me. It's Landon.

"Want a drink" he says kissing my neck. I knew Jarron was watching so I wanted to give him a show

"I want more than a drink" I whisper in Landons ear. He smiles and we begin to kiss. I grab his hand and put it where Jarrons was and he begins to slide higher. I could feel Jarrons eyes burning through us but I didn't care. I pull away from Landon and bite my lip, I know that kills Jarron when I do that. We do some shots together and begin to dance on each other. I want to drive Jarron insane like he did to me while he was away. Everything he loved about me or liked when I did it to him I began to do to Landon. I smiled at everything Landon said because Jarron loved my smile the most.