At home, most people would think that everything is going great. It's not so good for me. I come from a home where if you said one smart mouthed comment, you would get in some major "trouble." I just so happen to get in trouble a quite often. They eventually gave up on trying to punish me. Now they just ignore the fact that I'm there. Or they (mostly my dad) just ridicule you.
Let me tell you a story real quick. I came home after school around 3:30 , like I usually do, and I could FEEL the tension in the air. The it hit me: My dad... When my father is in a bad mood, you don't exactly want to be around him. He will get mad over the littlest things. Anyway, he came upstairs as soon as I walked in the door like he was waiting for me. Then he started ranting on about how all of us are worthless retards that don't give a shit about anything. Just because I didn't lock the door. Hmmmmm. Seems a little extra right? Haha, I think so. Let's just say I literally had to walk out of my house to get him to shut up. This isn't a one tome thing. It's more like EVERYDAY. This just goes to show how people can be all nice and perfect in front of people, when really they are douchebags.
I get treated like crap at home. For one, I have feuds going on between me and my sisters everyday. But that's beside the point. I am basically a Cinderella at my house. I do the cleaning, I do the laundry, and I pick up after every single person in the house. It gets tiring. I get up, make my bed, pick up clothes, pick up dishes, go to school, pick up people's school things, and repeat. I sleep an average of about 4-5 hours. I can live with it though. My ADHD definitely helps. In a weird way. I have energy that I shouldn't have. Some would say I'm TOO energetic. I'm actually really annoying. And I talk a lot. And I veer or subject a lot. DO YOU GET MY POINT?
I will be writing more so just wait. ~ ShayFly
