I'm not smart enough to come up with a clever title

hi

I feel kind of obliged to make this. Maybe it could serve as a place for me to vent, talk about stuff that's happened to me, I dunno. It's some kind of outlet, and it's definitely better than nothing. I'm not going to have any kind of update schedule or whatever-- I hear it's bloody murder for most content creators-- as it'll just be me saying stuff whenever the fuck I feel like it.

I don't think many people will read this, what with the lack of cover image, dumb title, my lack of popularity, my probably shit writing style, but that's fine because I'm probably going to talk about my personal life anyway and I'd prefer to think of this as a journal rather than me speaking to some big crowd and me having to fulfill the needs of the readers accept critiques and feeling self conscious if i write something bad and thinking about deleting this and looking back on this in the future and i cringe and oh god everythings spiraling

Jesus Christ what the hell am I doing