I'm Yours (Suga X Reader Fan Fic)

It Hurts Too Much

You fixed yourself and went out. You started your way heading back to Hall 3

"I'm ba---" your words were cut off when Lee embraced you

He pulled back from the hug, "Where were you? We got so worried. We didn't see you go out of the building from the CCTV cameras and we asked everyone if they saw you but none of them did"

"Calm down, I was just at the restroom" you said nervously

"For 30 minutes?" he asked really worried

"And why are your eyes so puffy and sore? Were you crying?" he continued

You couldn't tell him what happened. It's too early, plus it was just a simple misunderstanding that you made

"Oh, I was rubbing it a while ago. Something got in my eye, that's why I went to the restroom to go wash it off. It took me 30 minutes to do it because I kind of got scared" you lied

"You should've told us" he said with more care

"I know, I'm sorry" you said

"Anyways, Ni Sang got to experiment with the demos and you might like what he did" he said explaining what happened over the 30 minutes that you were gone

"Jinja? Whoa, he's fast. Come on!" you said as you headed over to Ni Sang

*HOURS FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE MINUTES LATER*

"That's all for now, by tomorrow we can get half of the song finished" he said

"You can come anytime to change things up, but for now you should go home" he continued as you yawned

"Alright, good job you guys! I'll be back tomorrow. Thanks again Lee and Ni Sang" you said as you bowed then left

You walked out and made your way to go out of the building

You looked at every room to keep you company when you heard a mumble

"I love you so much!"

"I love you more, Eu Ni!"

You saw that the door was slightly opened so you took a peek..

..It shocked you..

Yoongi kissing someone...

It broke you...

You were sobbing..

You put your hand over your mouth to avoid making noise...

You couldn't bare seeing it again...

You left..

Running...

Out of the building...

You got out of the building, inhaling air

Crying...

You went to a restaurant to cool yourself down

A waiter came up to you

"Hello ma'am, what would like?" he said as he hands you a menu

You looked through the menu and you spotted what you wanted

"I'll get the beef steak please" you said

"Anything else?" he asked as he wrote down your order

"And I'll get just water please" you continued

"Alright, your order will come up in a few minutes" he said with a smile

You nodded and he left

You reached for your earphones and phone from your bag

You played some music from your phone and put in your earphones

You listened to the song Hug Me, the cover JHope and Taehyung did

(I recommend listening to it to get more feels)

I hate it..

So much..

My heart can't stop beating..

I can't get over him..

Even if I wanted to..

He can't love me..

He loves someone else..

And it's not me..

If only I was there...

By his side..

The two of us loving each other..

But..

That's impossible..

I can't help but realize how stupid I am..

I fell for someone who can't love me..

I just wish my heart would stop beating..

But it won't stop when it comes to him..

He makes me feel happy..

I feel like I want to spend my whole life with him..

But he doesn't feel the same..

To him.

I'm just a normal person..

Nothing else...

Nothing special...

Just..

Normal..

(You can stop the music now)

Your tears ran down your face

You saw a handkerchief on your table

You looked up to see who it was from

...

You're heart...

It felt like it was suffocating...

It hurts..

"Y-Yoongi.."