A Bit Closure

Part:09

" Well I think I would love to call you Althea Gracie. "Harry was again back to his charming. He was back to his previous bubbly mood. His evenly teeth was shinning like pearls. 

" your wish"I couldn't help but reply his smile with a wide grin.

" Anyways I'm Ha--"so finally he was at the introduction part but i cut him off and said"Harry, Harry styles"amusement was flashing in his face.

"How do you know my name?

"I saw your friend request on my Facebook account, two days ago".

I said avoiding our gaze and directly looking at the joggers. But i couldn't continue any longer . His sexy voice tormented me to bore my eyes on to his ravishing green eyes.

" What? You saw it and still you didn't accept ? "
That time mixed emotions were playing on his face--annoyance, confusion, astonishment, sadness, despair and something else that i couldn't read.

" Yeah"I just replied somehow.I was feeling guilty but I didn't know how to tackle those type of situation.

Harry leaned his back at the bench and glued his eyes at the  dancing cloud of the blue sky.Silence enveloped the both of us. I was regretting for my reply.I thought I needed to think straight , so it would be better if i'd just rush to my house. As much as I was loving and feeling happy to be with Harry , I wasn't sure of myself enough for not doing anything stupid maybe I'd  kissed him directly at the first place because that was the second time i met him but everytime the feeling I felt, intensified to something more. I couldn't resist myself.
"O--" Harry was about to say something but interrupted by me "Okay--" Both of us bursted into laughter.
"Okay you first--" oh no again we both said in unision , it was getting so funny yet uniquely wonderful.I was still laughing.

"Okay at first you" Harry insisted me. But i wasn't  even giving up·

"No at first you"

"No you "

"You"

"You"

"Yoouuuuuu"

"Ladiest first so you " he  pointed out with a evil smirk , raising his right eye brow.

"Fine,I was just asking for leave because its already 7:05 , besides I have to attend my first class today,, so--" damn me! I couldn't say anything further seeing his gloomy face. Again I was regretting for his expression. His mood again changed because of me. The same sadness , despair , annoyance and all the same emotion that once played because of me.I wasn't getting the point why he was acting like that as if he was really hurt because of me. I couldn't find the reason why. I thaught I was the one who had crush , but then it was like he was going through the same feelings. Was it even possible ? , I mean I wasn't even his type beside he might have already a girlfriend. So it was absolutely pointless to think that he had feelings for me. Maybe I was overthinking things. Yeah he can't possibly had any feelings for me.

Finally he spoke out with a endeavoured smile"okay bye then , see you at campus"

"So now its your turn"

"Huh? " Harry was confused still with a pissed of look.

Trying to brighten up his mood I said"You're saying something, right? "

"Oh yeh, no its nothing, just let it be"

"No I still want to hear you"

After a long course of numbness he spoke out "I was even asking for the same thing"

"Leave? " suddenly my heart sank so he didn't like my company!

"Yeah I was also asking for your leave, you know its getting too late for my first class "

"Okay bye , then"

"Bye" he almost whisper

Without looking back at him I jogged towards my house.At the parking lot I noticed mamma's Lamborghini.So mamma finally arrived home from her work, maybe she arrived that morning after I went to jogging because I didn't saw her earlier that morning. Well i still had 27 minutes in my hand to get ready before breakfast so I decided to take a cold shower as it was a summer morning beside I had a workout already .I reached there by 7:33 and found mamma and Avril on the couch having some formal talk  but Avril was still on her same gloomy, broken state.Preferring to not bother their whatever discussion I directly went  to my bathroom and let the droplets of water fade way all my exhaustion. I was trying to recollect everything but bursted into firm tears, feeling so rejected.The hot tears from my eyes were mixing with the cold water of the shower at my both cheeks.I was sitting at the tile floor my bare hands were clasped around my bare kneels  and my head was resting at the wall.