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This poem was made with the theme 'self inflicted harm' in health class. Enjoy~ <3<3<3
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As My Consciousness Fades
One by one they left me,
My friends, relatives and family
There was one person though, who I thought stayed
But due to circumstances, he was also swayed
All I did was pray but nothing came
Was I forsaken in life, this risky game?
I was isolated, all I can do was cry
I wanna crawl in a corner, to rot there and die
I tried to find me comfort
By drifting off to sleep,
But escaping my reality was much worse
I was standing atop corpses, in heaps
Struck by the nightmare, I awoke
I wanna vomit, I wanna choke
Why do this happen to me?
Is this what I was fated to be?
I can't stand this anymore,
People think of me as a bore
I thought it's better if I'd not exist
Just when I caught a glimpse of my wrist
I got an idea,
A smile crept on my face
As my hand scuffled to find something,
I needed to find space
I pointed it to where I hear a beating,
I'm so nervous, I can't even sing
As it digs on my own flesh,
Somehow, I feel refreshed
A deep red liquid dripped of the floor
With the luster of rubies, I want to see more
So I repeated the process,
And created a lot more mess
I feel the pleasure, I feel the pain,
But it's not enough to keep me sane
Those dreams that haunted me and those that happened,
I wish that this'll be the end
But I open my eyes, still alive,
I'm doubting myself if I'm still fine
My hand then again scuffled around
To find those tablets I want found
I told myself that to find them is a must
To end my problems from present to past
As I had a handful of those pills
I said, "This'll be my last meal"
I had another round to make sure
That they'll never find a cure
If they find my body around;
As I close my eyes without a sound
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btw, pic is not mine. just disclaiming
That's it! Well, actually I do feel sad but I won't go far like the one in my poem.
I lab my laifu~ <3 or I'll never to watch anime or to bake again and I hate it.
Love yours too!!!
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My Poems
PoetryPoems that are random or have themes but the latter ones have become more sentimental or of my personal thoughts Technically this is just a softcopy of the poems I have made all throughout the years Hope you can relate to some and enjoy (*'ω`*)