Me.

Hypocrite

I hate being alone.
But I push people away.

I enjoy the quiet.
But I hate being lonely.

I like being quiet
But I annoy people with how loud I am

I enjoy socializing
But I complain when I don't get left alone.

I hate loud noises
But I blast music through my headphones so loud I'm surprised I'm not deaf.

I hate annoying people
But all I do is blow up people's phone

I love hugs
But I convince people I hate them

I enjoy listening to people talk
But I'll tell them to stop talking

I enjoy crafting
But I'll say I really don't

I like being active
But I'll tell people I just hate running

I love cute things
But I'll pretend I don't

I'm a hypocrite towards myself. And a fraud to others.

Because honestly, the me I convince people I am is just so much more interesting to people than who I actually am.

But maybe I should start acting like who I am.