Remake memories (cameron dallas)

Remake memories

Cameron's POV. (Ellie goulding anything could happen)

Its been three weeks and let's put it this way, I have a stubble and my eyes are black and dark.

I feel so lost now , I feel so miss placed without saige .

I had to go back to america, anyway she doesn't know me so where would I stay?

'Come on Cammie you gotta eat something' Mahogany sighed standing by my bedroom door.

'Don't call me that' I gritted my teeth .

'I'm sorry , I forgot , listen cam , its hard and I know it , one of my best friends doesn't know who I am and ...'

'My other best friend is not happy is another really bad thing in my life , sitting all day isn't gonna do anything for ya'

I groaned. 'I don't want to be with anyone else but her , I love her and miss her'

'I want my saigie pie back , I should've gone to london with her, its all my fault' I shouted at myself.

'No No Cameron, don't blame yourself' she mumbled .

'It is my fault '

'Listen , go shave and wash , we're all going out at taco bell , alright' she smiled patting ym back.

I nodded stiffly.

I'm gonna try .

I do miss my friends , and saige obviously....

After my wash I felt fresh and clean , I shaved using shaving cream.

I put on my clothes and joined the other guys in the lobby.

I came out to see what I missed, Perri and Matt kissing , Aaron and Kenny whisphering stuff and Nash and demi laughing and goofing about.

Man that made me want to cry and run away like a girl!🏃

How can they act like everything's cool when it clearly isnt !!

'Cam , I've missed ya handsome face' Perri pinched my cheeks.

'Missed you too ' I smiled slightly to be friendly.

'Let's go now, my belly is like , gimme food now I want food' Demi giggled holding Nash's hand.

I put my hands in my pockets following the others into the car.

Hopefully this day will go well.

If not then , back to my bed!!☺💤

Saige's POV (tiesto wasted)

Laying at home watching the amazing world of gumball while munching on some cheetos is how I roll☺

I was on my phone looking through some of my old messages until I see some from Cameron.

cameronbae❤: Miss ya babe

Me: miss you too coming back soon❤

I sighed , I really wanted to give it a try and remember him, I want to.

One time I just stood there and looked through photos of me and him . I'm trying to remember.

But I just can't !!

(knock knock)

'Come in' I said shakily .

No one comes in my room I'm used to it locked.

'Hi saige , I really wanted us too talk things through and stuff'

'Get out' I grumbled

'Come on' she sighed

'Reagan!! I said get the fuck out of my house!' I screamed grabbing her hair and pushing her away from me.

I locked the door and started breathing very loudly and deeply.

I held my hair in stress

Why can't my life be simple.

Something's missing

Cameron , I know its him , we look perfect for each other and I could tell I really loved him.

That's how my mum and dad used to look at each other.

In love 💏

I jumped onto my bed and carried on with my munch feast

'Saige!!'

I moaned before stomping downstairs and walking into the kitchen.

'Sweety im off to go Christmas shopping , wanna come ?'

she smiled putting her hair in a ponytale.

'Is Reagan coming' I whisphered biting my lip.

'No of course not , the only reason she's here is because of her dad' she hissed .

'okay , I think I know what I'm gonna get baby Leo , I saw this cute glow in the dark comilian '

'Cool he'll love that' we talked about stuff we could get the family .

'We all know what I want , nothing' I grinned.

'Come on saige , when you were younger you wanted the whole Argos store ' mum laughed.

'That's when I was younger' I giggled putting my seatbelt on.

'You're still my baby girl '