when ever he looks me in the eyes, i feel the hot tears pricking on the brim of my eyes. when ever i see them together i feel sick to my stomach. when he tries to talk to me, all i can do is run away without saying a word to him.
it shouldn't have been this way. i shouldn't have to shut him out
why isn't he done trying with me?
i have always asked this, i don't think i will ever have the answer to that question seeing as i can't even look in his direction without thinking about what happened. i can't be near him without being scared.
that's the catch though.
i want to be with him.
i can't have him, but i feel like i need him.
i have shut the world out because i can't handle it anymore. my friends grew worried but i didn't care, i needed to leave. it didn't matter how i did, i just needed to and fast. i can't handle how much anxiety rules over my life.
i gotta leave
i have to leave
goodbye
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Late Nights
Fiksi RemajaSo, this is going to be a book that i have so when ever i feel the need to put something down, its most likely at like 3am, so i just have this here and i dont know how well this will work out but oh well these are going to be shit bc its late and...
