I'm the bad girl

Sick of home

Don't we all get sick of home. Sick of fighting, sick of arguments. We all do . Or do we. This house has made my life a living  hell. Two brothers and  drooling baby sister just won't cut it . My sister was diagnosed with  cerebral palsy when she was only six weeks old , I guess it's been really tough to deal with that lately because all she does is drool and sit in her favorite high chair. Katie barley says a word and that's what I hate . Anyways living with two not so kind brothers isn't bad enough but having a mute sister is another struggle in the Harlow household. My older brother Kennedy has taught me everything my whole life he's basically my mom with a you know what, of course . He's the cool one hot one and sporty type it's unfortunate he got into  Stanford because then I barely get to see him. Which again is always a good thing I suppose . My other brother Ken is the ugly one, dull one and short one ( ken is only five foot four)  I'm a couple inches below him but that's alright because I'm a girl . Ken is in the tenth grade ... unfortunately we're twins . Nevertheless it's a struggle dealing with the brother that's a idiot.  I'm sick of home, I'm sick of rules .
My parents don't care what I do because they are too Busy looking after my retarded sister Katie . I have friends of course but it's tough living in a world where you're always treated like crap , right . Yesterday I skipped school to go to the mall with my boyfriend Damien. He's everything that I am . The only difference is that I smoke and he doesn't, he says it's not good for you and suggests the bong method. Anyway right now our relationship is strong and we're on good terms. Back at home I'm thinking of running away and starting a new life somewhere else . It's not like anyone will notice anyway. My best friend and lesbo friend  Marine / bluntchick suggests I move in with her but I'm kind of skeptical of that idea as well . Last year she came out to me and that whole situation was weird on it's own. It made me feel like she was crushing on me or something.
But after many weeks  I'm considering living with my best friend.  I just  hope there's no funny business going on. I've realized throughout my life that I've never really  depended on anyone for help  except for my older brother of course he's been in my shoes and just seriously gets me , not like anyone else for that matter . Last night Kennedy called me on my cell talking about how this rich white chick wants him or some crap like that . I should have said congrats sleep with her .., you go bro . But instead I just hang up . Wth why should I care about how many girls you're with at university. The fact that he called me for that just proves that, number one your boring , second you care so much about me .... right because I care that you got a new girlfriend. Right now I just wanna get away from this place I'm tired of my family and I just need to go. I have to leave but I just don't know where I'm going ... let's just see where life takes us