Dear World,
I am a girl.
A girl who is scared to show her trueself. I hate myself. I am different. I fake my smile and my happiness. No one seems to notice.
I try to fit in. The clothes, the shoes, the makeup, the hair. I really do try. Sometimes the pressure gets to me. I feel locked in and as if there is no way out.
I am that girl that you think would have it all; money, friends, family, grades. So much more things other people don't have. I dont have it all though.
No matter how rich or poor someone is they can never have it all. I guess we are all just a bunch of greedy kids at a candy store. Trying to get everything we want but barely being able to get the candy on the top shelf.
No one can see that though. Everyone just assumes. Stereotyping people. I have to pretend to be a person I am not because thats the label everyone puts on me.
What if I want to be different?
Why cant I just be different?
Why cant I be me?
Everyone labels eachother. Gays, Lesbians, Jocks, Cheerleaders, Emos, Nerds. Everyone has a label.
What if I am a mix of labels?
I am scared of showing who I am. I don't like being looked at like I have it all. In reality I dont. I am different. We are all different.
No one can hold us back from who we truly are. In the end our secrets will come out. Everyone will know who we are.
You cant hide the truth. You can make lies but eventually they will be caught on.
So why not show you are different?
Show who you truly are. If you are having problems being your trueself. Step away from this wall that you have created and stop being the person everyone has labeled you to be.
Can I be loved too?
Everyone can be loved no matter how different you are. You deserve to be loved. Everyone does. So lets just love each other together.
Be your trueself. You are beautiful no matter who or how you end up being. Remember that labels dont make you. They break you. You deserve love too.
Love, Xx_believeinyou_xX
