Philophobia: fear of making romantic bonds.
They say 'follow your heart' but if your heart is in a million pieces, which piece do you follow?
The worst type of sadness is when your tears can't even drop and you feel nothing, it's like the world has just ended. you don't cry. You don't hear, you don't see. You just stay there for a second, watching every single emotion or memory you had with that person die.
It doesn't all happen at once you know? You lose a piece here. You lose a piece there, you slip, stumble, adjust your grip. A few more pieces fall. It happens so slowly you don't even know your broken...
Until you already are.
