She felt like a half dead person
Who's still standing in her shoes for no reason
Behind her smile..
There are hidden lies..
Her pure laughter covered her painful cries..
She wore mask to make herself look wise..
But they weren't enough to cover her eyes..
She was desperate as ever
..She was blinded
He's perfect in her eyes but were out of reach
..He is in the sky
While she's on the ground..
Yet.. No one knows he's heaven in black pitch
She longed for his attention
But he doesn't know she exists...
She's invisble ink
..But unseen she won't think
The clock is ticking..
The heart is aching..
The brain is debating..
The pressure is taunting..
The words are filling..
The possibilities are pilling..
The subconscious are shouting..
The nervous are spreading..
..The guilt to lose
Came out of the blues..
The plan to impress
Just made her depressed..
She doesn't know what to do anymore..
Yet, She looked through the mirror
..and there she saw herself
As a depressed forever fangirl..
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
The Forever Fangirl #HHC2018
RastgeleThe Forever Fangirl ( One-Shot ) This book is a short One Shot Poetry about a Fangirl longing attention from her Idol This poetry is not from google. IT WAS MADE BY ME. LOL. So, expecting that this poem would be lame. This poem a part...
