the perfect plan.

chapter 1.

"You're getting married... I can't believe my sister is getting married." Said josie. Me and her were very close, my mother was a loud drunk and my father died if a heart attack when I was 15. So, we had to look out for each other.
Oh my name is Elizabeth Kingston, born 1990 and today I'm getting married. My fiance's name is Shawn Brown, we've known each other since we were kids. I was only ten years old when he came to me and asked to be my boyfriend. I knew then that we would marry, and years later here we are.
"I wish your father was here to see you marry, he would have been so proud of you. I mean, Elizabeth you have..." She started crying. She cries all the time and especially during the planning of the wedding.
"Mom, let's not make her cry, we won't have the time to redo her make up." Josie said.
Beep..beep
That was my phone, it must be a massage from Shawn,
We need to talk, I'm not gonna sit by and watch you make the mistake of your life. I'm in room 409.
I can't believe his doing this to me now. I pulled Josie to the side and told her I had to go somewhere quick. I knew my mom and the bridesmaids would wonder where I was.
I won't lie and say I'm not nevours because I am.
As I stood by the door I'm wondering if could just leave, but I also know u can t leave things like this with him.

Knock,knock...
The door opens. I walked in and he is sitting in the bed holding a drink. I know we are going to fight, because he wants me to do something I can never do.
"God, you amazing. I have imagined you in a wedding dress for so long but looking at you now, I know I didn't didn't do you any justice." He said.
"What do you want Lukas? Just tell me what is it you want from me." I told him.
"You, I want you. I love you Elizabeth Kingston and I know you love me too. This was suppose to be you and me not you and him. Don't marry him, Eliz please." He was holding my face, the look in his eyes was telling how much he loves me. And I love him just as much. I know what he wants and I want that too but..
"I can't, you of all people know I can't. I love you Lukas, but I can't leave Shawn..."
"Elizabeth, listen to me..."
"No listen to me. I want to have a life with you. I want to be able to say I love and not worry who will hear us but I can't. You are Shawn's best friend, you are his best man and I am the woman who promised him a future. I can't just leave him. I'm sorry, I really am sorry." I told him as gentle as I can.
"Then you leave me no choice but to tell him the truth." He said. I by the look in his eyes I can tell he was serious. He was no longer begging me.
"You wouldn't dare, he is your best friend." I told him.
"You think I care, you are the love of my life and I will fight for you"
"I don't need you fighting for me. I know what I want and I want to marry Shawn. I never gave you false hope, you knew exactly what you were getting into." I was beginning to get angry now.
"I LOVE YOU AND YOU WANT ME TO STAND BY MY 'FRIEND' AND WATCH HIM MARRY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I AM DOING THIS FOR US ELIZABETH." he yell he was moving to the phone and I don't know, how or where I got the gut to do what I did but I did.

The blood was pairing from his wrist. I can hear his whimpers while I sit in the bed. OH MY GOD, WHAT DID I DO. PLEASE..GOD DON'T LET HIM DIE. I run to he bathroom. The he was in the bathtub, blood all over the floor and all I can think is I can't let him die.
"Why...Elli...I ...love...you.." And just like that he took his last breath.
"I am so sorry. I didn't want to this but you had push me. You know that there is no one in this world that I could love the way I love you. You made me happy,you brought me peace. I will not let you die in vein, I will do as you knew I would. And I promise I will never love another man. I will never let Shawn replace you. I belong to you and no one else. I love you so much. When I have done my task I will cone to you. I will come home to your arms." I kissed his cheek. They will all pay, they made me do this and for that. THEY WILL ALL PAY.

This is my first so please be kind.