Monday,June 8,2018
Ughhhhhh.
Okay.Well...I hate when this happens.I forgot why I even opened my diary,when it
Was really passionate and thoughtful.I think we'll I thought I said something like uh,people find themselves eventually in time,you can't walk around and not mean something because you are.Just like I did.Took me awhile for me to even feel as if there were even hope for me.I didn't realize me at all.From looking in the mirror,to saying hi to my friends as I stared at the most beautiful girl in school,to simply staring out the window on the bus.As a kid all I felt was fear.But this achening pain of fear that I wasn't even living.That I was just a simple speck of dust floating in the wind passing by.Its like watching a love story and then turns out they never were in love THE WHOLE TIME!
So I just sit by the window and wait for the sun fall as I finished my algebra homework.Im hoping tommorrow will be diffrent.God please just give me sign.
I place my papers away in my folder and set it inside of my bag.I seriously need a new bag this one's zipper broken.That makes two of us.
I turn my switch off and dust my feet that smelt like cheetos and just tell myself I'll take a shower in morning.
"Rrr-ristt"
"Woh!"I jump up with a sudden hesitation to find what noise just came from
"hello-o mom?"
I tilt my head forward and slowly slide my pen off my pen off my desk.I wait two seconds and jump to hit the floor.
I fall to hit the ground with a gist to my left side.
I rub my head to stare up and not only see a 5 feet tall girl with black hair only to her shoulders.Looking at the pen I had tried to stab her with.She wasnt even afraid that she just been injured. I sure was.
"U-uhh,who the fuck are y-o wait a minute wha-a the"
This can't be..No freaking way!!! How can it be?!!
"YOUR ME!"
She's just smiling.my smile though.wait...am I dreaming?
"Are you woh wait okay look I'm gonna wake up any minute now"
She rips the pen out my hand and slowly in an quick second and closes her eyes.
"If you ask me or well yourself you'll find out tommorow if I'm real or not"
Ok first off this is my dream why don't I have any control over what is being said two why isn't this some sort of terrible dream were I just wake up
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A Collateral Rainbow
Mystery / ThrillerA young teenage girl who suffers from the imagitive world created in her mind.As she deals with the real issues she cannot ignore.She realizes the world she lives in her head isn't so bad at all? Though she wonders if she'll understand her own thoug...
