Friday night and you don't have company
You called and sms everyone you knew but everyone seem had a plan that doesn't involve you. You feel alone you feel lifted out .
You feel it constantly like typically every weekend.
And you don't have any other alternative except to stay in home watching something on tv ,browse something on YouTube or toughen up and get out alone.
Alone ... but it seem is that you're the only one having where other people around you surround by people you're feel with miserable would increase . When every stupid drunk having fun with other company. It seem that you're the only one who hasn't A company , a friends/ boyfriend or a group of people.
That are the moment that hurt the most.
You wondering why me , why I'm the lonely one
Is it Cause Am overweight or is it cause I am ugly. Are they're ashamed of me.
Is it cause I'm soft for men and they don't want to hangout with a guy like me.
Or is it because I'm too smart for them. Is it cause I am sober always.
Do I need to be addicted to drinks and drugs. but how about my other addiction like My dreams and my achievements.
