Obsessed // israaxkhan

Chapter 1

I'm Yasmin Rehman, 18 years old and I live with my dad and my younger sister Saarah whose 14 years old. Our mother passed away nearly 1 year ago; ever since she passed away none of us have been the same. Waking up early rushing Saarah to school, going to college, doing the house work, picking Saarah up and then coming home where dad gets ready for work and is gone all night and comes home when we are asleep in bed and sometimes he doesn't come back until me and Saarah are out of the house at school and college. Dad has been stressed out; I've been lost in my head not even living in the real world and Saarah has been having sleepless nights...

"Habibti come on, let's go get Saarah from school," my dad called up the stairs pulling me out of my daydreams of living a happy life where every worry could be kissed away by my mother and now I am left to drown in all my worries until one day for certain they will all swallow me whole. Sighing I replied, "Ok baba coming," and put a forced smile on my face.

I made my way down the stairs pulling on a jacket and headed straight towards the car where my dad was waiting for me. I sat down in the front, and grabbed the AUX cord and put on let you down by NF. I rested my head on the window looking outside and while drifting away into my thoughts. I watched as children walked past laughing and holding ice cream with their parents, looking like a happy family something I wish I still had. I suddenly felt my cheeks damp and my eyes watery, I quickly wiped them away with my sleeves before my dad noticed and turned to look out of the windscreen to see we were already at Saarahs' school.

** Time Skip**

Saarah and I were sat on the sofa eating ice cream and watching HSM3, when my dad came into the living room in his work attire searching around for his car keys while saying, "Girls I need to get to work abit earlier than usual and will be home late as well, look after yourselves and keep the door looked at all times, don't open it to strangers and make sure you eat and look after yourselves like I said before."

He over and gave both me and Saarah a kiss on our heads before picking up his phone and leaving. As soon as dad left Saarah and I both left the living room going up to our own rooms to chill. I laid down staring at the ceiling thinking about how worthless I am, how I should be the one dead instead of my mum, of how I wish I could get rid of all the pain and the pain I gave everybody by just one swift move... suicide.

that was just a introduction and abit of a boring chapter tbh, hope you liked it. If you did click the star at the top or the bottom of your page and comment down below who the main girl and her sister should be played by. 

-israaxkhan