I changed into (pic above #1) and sat in my bed and the tears came down my face i never cry but seeing him with her killled me inside i like him alot and it hurt when he was kissing her
I cried for an hour until Taylor walked in i stopped "were you crying" she asked "no" i lied "um i saw what happened, its okay to cry" she said "i never cry, thats not me but seeinb him with her brought something out in
me that ive never felt before i feel pain im hurt and confused i dont know what im feeling" the tears came down my face " you're heartbroken you like justin and he hurt you" she said "i really like him and im such an idoit for falling for him"
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Jisrin walked in "go away" i said "no, let me explain, its not what it looks like please, im sorry" he said "no leave me alone" i said he sighed and left
Next day i stayed in bed all night crying under my covers i finally got a shower and changed into (pic above #2) and went to the mess hall for lunch i got a tray and sat down justin came over and sat down i tried to move "noah please im sorry let me explain, she kissed me i would never do that to you" he said i sat back down "you have 2 minutes" i told him
"I was talking to her about the lake we were talking about fishing because thats what we both like and i was giving her a lesson and i didnt kiss her she kissed me i was just about to tell her i had a girlfriend but it was to late you saw me and i wanted you to be okay i would never do that to you im sorry" he said
"Im not your girlfriend" i said "then why are you so upset" he said i stood up and slammed my gands on the table "because i like you and...... ive never liked anyone ive been hurt to many times and i trusted you" i cried he stood up and grabbed my leather jacket tightly and looked me in the eyes
"i didnt kiss her" he said through gritted teeth i believed him but im protecing him "i dont belong in your world, justin im a bad kid ive done some bad things......and im not taking you down with me" i walked away i went back to my cabin he followed me i was in my bed we were alone he sat down by me
"when i was a kid, everything i ever had was takin from me, nothing was ever mine, i had bruises, cuts and black eyes, every day of my life until i was 15......and it wasn't because of the kids at school it was because of my father my dad beat me until my bones broke..... I tried to tell somebody and my dad said
if you ever do that again im gonna get my gun and put it down your throat and pull the triger....so i never told anyone ever again when i was 15 him and his buddy took me down into my basemet tied me down to a table and took all my clothes off and....and...and" he stopped me "stop why are telling me this" he asked
"Because your the first person that ived trusted in 3 years" i told him "im listening" he said "he raped me and my dad filmed the whole thing on his phone and 2 weeks later my mom saw it and took it to the police and he was
arrested and is in prison for life and so is his friend the night he was arrested me and my mom grabbed our phones our pictures and anythinng we could fit in a duffle bag and we jumped on a plane and went to california and never looked back
i was upset when i saw you kissing her because i thought for once in my life someone actually cared about me and i was wrong" i confessed he wiped my tears and kissed me passionately "i do care and i didnt kiss her, im sorry he hurt you, but i will never hurt you i promise" he confessed he kissed me passionately
