Going through life

depression is real🖤

I've been depressed almost my whole life. When I was little people used to bully me for being overweight ever sense then I've been insecure and my life changed I started to eat less. My health isn't that well either It gets worst when my depression catches up to me I lock myself from the world. I push ever one I care and love away because I don't want a hurt them but I just tgem even more. Sometimes I tell someone I'm fine when I'm not I can't even believe it myself when I type in the words I'm fine inside I just am scream help me please I just wish someone would end my pain and suffering. I just can't take it sometimes but I'm the one that asked for it I just want to die sometimes and get away from this cruel world what's the point of living if your just going to suffer I hate the people that just say there depressed when there not I hate the people that only want attention. But then I realize there are people that are going through way worst then me some don't even have parents I guess I get frustrated right now I'm seeing a therapist for she could help me I'm not going to go to my friends or my boyfriend I don't want to hurt them If they wernt with me I would end even be here thank you for reading this just know it's not going to get better unless you go see someone and talk to them if your suferi g through depression It will it just takes time to get up😊