Friends with Benefits

Basketball

Y/N POV

We went to dinner, Caleb and I along with the other kids went in the van, We're going to Olive Garden for dinner.

Caleb and I sat together in the back, I felt cold, We're in Atlanta Georgia and it's cold asf, I had 2 jackets it want enough.

I was shaking in the van, Caleb looked at me and gave me his jacket, I smiled as he wrapped his arms around me keeping me safe. he's not cold ig? I bet it's cuz He's a New York boy, I'm a sunshine Californian girl.

I'm starting to really really like Caleb, He's sooo nice, He's not like the other guys, He's something special.

I want to be with him

But I don't deserve him, He deserves a super model that's beautiful and smart and pretty

We pulled up at dinner, I sat next to Caleb, Millie went live on Instagram, I had to be very careful saying something I might regret.

I have anxiety and I can't keep a secret, I cant tell Caleb that I like him he might say that he's not looking for a relationship.

I went into deep thought thinking about different scenarios

" I'm sorry but I don't like u, Ur not my type"

"Okay I understand 😔💔"

"Ur like a sister to me, Like a bestfriend, We can't mess that up"

"Uhh Uh oh"

"I just don't like ur ugly asf"

"Wow thanks 😑"

"Y/N, Likes cheetos"
Caleb started talking to Finn

"What? What I like- Oh"
I stuttered

"He's telling me how much u like Cheetos"
Finn started

"I'm stuffed" I said pushing my food away

"Okay guys were gonna move to a different location to film" Matt started

"We're going to a boring place somewhere in Georgia" Ross said

Time skip
"I'm done with life" Noah said, "I beat ur high score HAHAH!!!" Gaten said dancing

"Guys look at my painting" Sadie said, "it's pretty Sadie, Can u paint me?" Millie said

I sat on the couch with Finn, I watched Caleb playing basketball outside the trailer

"U should go talk to him, Since ur watching him" Finn said

"Uh er I'm good" I said

Finn gave me that r u kidding me? Look

I sighed and walked outside

"Yo Caleb, Um can I tell u something?" I said

"Uh sure, What's up?" Caleb said sitting on his basketball

"I-I Uh I-I um" I stuttered

He gave me an unsure face

"I'm sorry"

Caleb grabbed my hand pulling me closer

"It's okay, Breathe then tell me"

I took a deep breathe

"Caleb, I like u, I really do, Ur sweet kind and I'm scared u might not feel the same way"

"Is this a prank?"

"What? No! I'm really telling u how I feel"

"I'm sorry, It's hard to trust actors"

"R u kidding me?"
I felt anger as my cheeks heated up

"I've been trying to build the confidence to come up to u and tell u how I feel!!! And that's how u react!!!???"

"Y/N-"

"No!!! I can't believe u!!! I thought u were different, I was wrong, I'm always wrong!!!!"

I stormed off, as Caleb called my name

Why is it that every time I judge someone and give them a chance they it always back fires, I can never find a decent guy, I'm always wrong, And I hate it