never forget

day 1.

song: lil hawk boy - ghost town

Blurry, everything was blurry.

"hello Smarana" someone said, a male voice.

smarana? who's that? 

i looked around as my sight got clear.. oh its the doctor- what!! a doctor? where the hell am i.. and who am i..

i started freaking out , breathing heavily looking confused and scared.

"whoa whoa calm down" the doc said trying to touch me and calm me down. i tried to scream but no sound came out. i looked down to find stitches on me stomach then looked up at him. i stayed shut, emotionless with no expression on my face.

who am i? is my name smarana? my thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening and an excited girl entering the room. i looked at her then looked straight forward again. 

"SAM" sam? "OH MY GOD THANK GOD YOU'RE UP" she said as tears formed in her eyes. but really.. who is she

"how are you feeling" how am i feeling? really? how does it feel like waking up in a hospital not knowing anything about your past, your life or even youself

"great" i said sounding sarcastic 

"great well hes waiting outside lets go"

"what" i want to tell her that i lost my memory but that'll makeme stay here and maybe go for therapy sessions. no thank you. "who"

she tried to say his name but instead all i heard was a whisper, a male's voice "stay with me sam" he said"please". such a familiar voice. for some reason my chest hurt when i heard his voice but it stopped when the whispering was done.

"sam?" she said "did u hear me" i looked at her with a blank face giving her a glare she looked scared, kind of 

"leave" i whispered

"what" she let out a nervous chuckle  

"i said leave" i said raising my voice a little sounding scary 

i went to the bathroom to look at 'sam' or 'smarana' where's my memories? what exactly happened? and who was she? 

"sam?" a nurse said 

"mhm?"

"the doctor wanted to tell you that" she paused and smiled "you're leaving in a month" hell no.

she left then. A MONTH fuck no im leaving this place it looks like an asylum.

i opened the door looked around before getting outside the room "whoa this actually looks like an asylum" i whispered. that whisper caught a nurse's attention as she started walking towards me "what are you doing get back inside"

"run" said the male's voice again.

"what"

"RUN" he yelled as i stated running my way out being followed by some doctors and security guards.

"go left" the voice said, i did as he said. he led me to the exit. as i opened the door wanting to run i stopped all of sudden looking down at the blankness. what the fuck?

i close the door and open it again and find a highschool's cafeteria, i walk inside looking around at the teenagers, pretty girls gossiping, nerds doing homework, plastics drinking water instead of eating.. really? jogs being jogs and- what the fuck? i rub my eyes trying to make sure i was hallucinating but i wasn't.  the last teenager i saw was me sitting with a boy, his face was blurred out. why tho?

i walked closer to listen to what 'we' were saying 

"i don't get you sometimes sam"

"yea i don't get my self either" she or should i say i paused "all the time not sometimes" she said looking at him.

"i got you something" he said pulling out a necklace "its our picture" he said putting it around her neck. i out my hand around my neck to feel the necklace, it was there so i opened it to see his face but no it was blurred. i sigh and close it and look back my other self 

"its so beautiful i love it" she said as she looked at the picture. next thing i see 'she' was kissing him. that's my boyfriend?

"i love you sami" i felt like something lit up inside of me when he said that, not in a nice way, in a painful way it was like burning me then it went to my brain it was like getting shocked so badly for too long. i started screaming while laying on the floor crying in pain but it went away after 20 seconds.. what was that

next thing i see was my other self looking at me "well well look who it is" she kicked me in the stomach and kept kicking me until i passed out.

i woke up in some house i think its abandoned because its half destroyed, i got up and started looking around, looking back at my stomach "the stitches are gone" im confused, my thoughts got interrupted by the sound of foot steps and sound of something being dragged it was something heavy.

 i went to check what was happening. what i saw was shocking i froze and couldn't move, i saw someone dragging a body behind them. "hide" the male's voice said "HURRY" he said as i obeyed and hid behind the door.

 i never saw her face.

 she continued walking as she was humming some song, the song was so familiar i knew that song. the footsteps stopped again, my heart started beating so fast, i was hoping for the voice to come back and tell me what to do.

 i looked around finding a gun. the footsteps started making its way to me until i hear the door creak, i knew it was her so i turned around pointing the gun at- holy shit that's me we just stared at eachother until she ran to me, lucky me the gun was unloaded.

 yay.

 she stabbed my with a knife. it was so painful. when she touched me i felt that sharp pain in my brain again spreading to my whole body. i laid on the floor bleeding "no NO NO SAM" the voice said. my eyes felt heavy, they started closing when the voice said "please sami dont give up" it was when i realized that the male's voice was my boyfriend , same voice. "sami" a crack in his voice appeared.

 my eyes closed "i'll never forget you" was the last thing i heard.

33 chapters to go.

:) btw smarana means forget in some language

anyways it has to do with the plot so yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hope y'all are having fun reading this 

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