"cameron, stop."
he bent me over the couch and pulled my skinny blue jeans down. he unbuckled his pants and pushed himself inside me. i screamed in pain."please stop!" i begged.
"no can do princess. you're just too good."
i screamed again, feeling something drip down my thighs.it was blood.
again."madison! maddy!" my mother shouted.
"are you okay? you've been waking up like this for the past month."
"fine." i turned back, sleeping on my left.i heard her close the door and i got up, sighing.
after a week of pain in my lower area, i decided to call the doctor. today was the day.i didn't want to go by myself but i had no other choice. nobody else knew about what happened.
i stood from my bed, getting ready. i put on a purple sweater and black yoga pants. i brushed my teeth and washed my face, then did my hair. i didn't bother to put makeup on, what was the point?
i walked out without getting breakfast, i haven't been bothered to eat lately. all i've been doing is ignoring my friends and laying in my bed. watching movies.
my mother's wedding date is coming up soon, in a month. i have no interest in going, but it's my choice.
when i got to the clinic, i did a quick prayer, hoping nothing was wrong and went inside.
"beer. madison beer." i said to the girl at the counter."mrs.partridge will be right with you. you can sit down." i gave her a smile and sat down, picking at my nails.
"madison?" i heard a few minutes later.
"i'm mrs.partridge, i'm ready for you."
i followed her to her office and laid down on the bed."how are you doing today?"
"not so good."
"what's the issue."
"i've been feeling pain...down there. some random days i wake up with blood dripping down my thighs, and i haven't gotten my period. it's not my period because it happens like three times a week.""when did this happen? how?"
"a month ago."
"how?" she gave me a concerning look.i couldn't lie to my doctor. she would give me a different answer than the actual truth.
"i was...raped." i whispered.
"can you speak up?"
"i was raped." i said clearly, looking directly into her eyes. i don't how i got this confidence, but i was loving it."i'm incredibly sorry to hear that. you don't deserve it. have you reported this?"
"no. i've decided not to press charges."
"sweetie are you sure that's the-"
"please, mrs.partridge. i just wanna know if i'm okay." i said my voice weak."okay." she slightly sighed.
"let's start testing you."—after she got tested
"ms.beer, we have your results. we know what wrong." my face fell.
"there's something wrong?" i whined.
"unfortunately."
"w-we'll what is it?""you cannot reproduce. which means you can't get pregnant. ever."
i stood silently. that meant i wouldn't be able to have kids of my blood. i thought i knew what real pain was. but i didn't, not until today.
"madison?"
i held onto the doorknob, i felt like i was going to faint. this had to be a joke. all i've ever wanted since i was a child was a kid."ms.beer! do you have anyone i can call?"
i thought about my mother. she'd be so hurt if she found out like this. grayson and i weren't talking. ethan and jack tried to contact me, but i just shut them down.
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my best friend | grayson dolan
Fanfictionwhat happens when you gain feelings for your best friend but he doesn't like you back? or does he? lowercase intended;