XANTHE ROWD

666

let me pray real quick that no one actually goes to the last ch lmao. Do a demon's prayers even count ? Sighs.
(This was supposed to be a pm but I couldn't explain to my friend what pms are. Unless he figures it out himself, but it'd be too late anyways. lmfao kms had to delete half of it.)

I'm writing this and speaking to you rn. You're sleepy as fuck and I just find you the cutest most beautiful person to live at the moment. I've promised earlier I'd make it to your birthday but idk if I'll be able to keep that promise.

I'm probably missing you like hell. You make me lose my asshole image way too often, making me do shit that I'd usually never agree to
like :

but nevertheless, you always draw a smile on my face. you're truly fascinating, carrying strength I haven't seen in most, possessing beauty both inside and out. you stand up for what you believe in and defend the ones you care about and for that,
I love you Xan.

you've become a part of my life, like literally cause you're in my desk-

But you get my point.

I hope you realize that you make this shithole a better place, you make the days of many a little brighter, and you sure as hell make mine worth living.

Stay you, carry yourself with confidence. Despite what anyone might tell you, you're unique as fuck. in the most beautiful way possible.

This day is all yours to enjoy, so fuck the world and slay it.

This took me so many sleepless nights to do but it's worth it. I'd usually be talking and laughing with you damn late while doing these (ew) graphics until the sun came up.
I hope you had no idea.
I love that I can be absolutely ridiculous with you, and you would play along with my shit.

And finally, thanks for bearing with me those times when I'm a total asshole.

I won't get too cheesy
But happy birthday you fucker
ew granny xanny
knit me a sweater
A badass one and weed scented

jk lmfao.
I hope you've smiled, you deserve it.

-Demon.