Dear John,
Kumusta kna? Its been a while since we last seen each other. I remember it like it was yesterday. I hope your fine since the day I left. Since the day I let you go. Do you still remember the things that we've done? Yung mga bagay na napagkakasunduan natin. Yung mga bagay na hilig natin gawin. Hhahahah i missed those times yung parati tayo pumupunta sa ice cream parlor para bumili ng chocolate ice cream. Pumupunta sa coffee shop tapos hindi oorder ng coffee kundi makikiwifi lang. Damn I've missed that so much. Alam ko naman na galit ka saakin ng dahil sa ginawa ko, pero kung alam mo na araw araw ko yung pinagsisisihan, na sana hindi nalang kita iniwan. Na sana hindi nalang ako nag let go. Natakot kasi ako. Natakot ako kasi baka magalit sila papa saakin, kasi they were expecting something big for me, they believed that I was going to be successful. Alam mo namn yun yung dream kong maging doctor na magmay ari kami ng isang malaking ospital. Natupad ko na yung pangarap ko.
Iknow its been 15 years. But I still love you. Everyday I think of you, how will I reconcile with you. I tried looking for you but I just cant.
I can still remember nung time na tinapos ko yung nararamdamn ko para sayo. Ni hindi nga ako nakapag amin ng mabuti sayo. Pero alam mo namn na pareho tayong nararamdaman ng isat isa. Hindi naging tayo oo pero I decided to let go. Natakot ako. Naging duwag ako. Oo nasaktan kita ng sobra sobra pero ako rin naman.
Nung isang araw nakita kita doon sa isang coffee shop na madalas natin puntahan noon. You still wear that sweet smile of yours. You haven't change a bit. I was about to approach you nung biglang may dumating na babae at umupo sa harapan mo. You gave her a peck on the cheek and you smiled sweetly at her. I felt my heart break slowly into pieces. Umasa ako. Nasaktan ko yung sarili ko. Pero kasalanan ko namn kung bakit naging ganito. Siguro karma na to.
P.S. I still love u John
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Hello so this is my first time writing a story sorry kung parang anu kasi ewan basta i will try my best to make it better hope you like this byeee
