Why do you hate me?

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Don't just sit there
Say something please
I need your approval
I need you to help me

What do you see when you look at me
Her eyes
Her smile
Her horrid way of leaving everything behind?

Father,
Why is your voice so cold?
Please look at me
With your loving eyes
Like you did before
Please look at me
Even though my blood
Waters the roses

Father,
Will you love me
When I'm nice
And pretty?
Would you have preferred
Having a son?
Is it my appearance
That makes you
Hide yourself

Father,
I told myself
I stopped caring
But when you
Say 'no' with
That stern voice
I can't stop
Crying

Father,
Please stop
Forcing your desires
Onto me
I hate the sun
The trees
Or long nature walks
All I want
Is for you to love me

FATHER FATHER FATHER
please listen to me
FATHER FATHER FATHER

just because your life is ruined does not mean you have to ruin mine.
Will you listen to me for once?
If I yell perhaps you'll hear me...

FATHER,
I LOVE YOU
WHY CAN
YOU NOT
FIND A
WAY
TO
LOVE
ME
?

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