A murderous love

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                   As I tic and twitch in the dark and cold of my room tears start to fall from my eyes. The voices of hatred and self disappointment get louder while the thoughts of logic die out being choked out by the weeds. Bang Bang Bang Bang, my head hits against the wall next to my bed unable to shut them up. "Stop stop stop please just stop it end it all now please I beg of you." the words spill from my cracked lips like a prayer I wish for death. That's when I remember it, I quickly run to my closet and grab my old military medic kit tin. I desperately open it and almost cry in joy seeing the dried blood on the pair of scissors and the bandage wraps and fresh razor blade I sit on my bed and grab the scissors making the first few cuts tearing and shredding open the skin. Then i grab the clean sterile blade and cut deeper and deeper letting the relief fall over me and suddenly i'm slipping into a blissful darkness.

"Do you think she's alright." I hear a grim yet still cheerful voice. I try to open my eyes but then shut them immediately.

"I don't know but probably." I hear a second scratchy rough voice it kinda scared me.

"Look she's waking up." the first voice excitedly says. I force my eyes open making them stay like that as they adjust to the bright light. I see a monochrome clown near my bedside and I scream in fear curling up in a tight ball. That's when I notice my bandaged wrist the blood on the clean white bandages is black and my skin is a porcelain white.

"What the hell," I whisper to myself before i make my voice demanding. "Where am I and who are you two?" I say with power in my voice.

"You my dear are at creepypasta manor and as for who we are don't tell me you don't recognize us." the clown laughs and I giggle realising who he is.

"Laughing Jack..." I almost test the name out even though i've said it a million times.

"That's it deary." he giggles and I reach for him doing grabby hands. "Now, right now you haven't even noticed the best part of the new you." the other man who I now recognize as Slender Man comes towards me and holds out his hand. I sit up hearing a swoosh sound. I run to the mirror and see two massive monochrome wings that look almost angelic. I twirl and let out a maniacal giggle.

"There magnificent." I jump into LJ's arms and giggle happily.

"Child you need to rest." Slenders voice finds his way into my head. I whimper and whine wanting to stay with Jack.

"Nope nope nope. I'm not going anywhere I want to stay with him." My voice gets high and child like and I snuggle closer.

"I'll stay with her you know to make sure everything is okay and she stays safe okay slendy." I hear Jack say and Slenderman gives him the "dad" look.

"Just protect her and if you lay a hand on her I will personally kill you." Slender walks away and jack lays down.

He pats the bed next to him. "Come lay down sweetie." he says happily.

"I have a name you know Jack." I almost purr crawling into bed.

"Oh really what's that princess?" Jack asks as he pulls me into him to cuddle.

"It's Rachelle Amor." I say softly as I yawn. I hear a soft chuckle as my eyes close.

The last thing i hear before I drift into a peaceful slumber is he deep voice whispering in my ear. "Rachelle, hmm I think I like princess better, good night sleep well my beautiful princess." and then the darkness consumes me.

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