Memories

Gone

Flashback:
"Stop doing this! Don't! No more! Nii-Chan!" Small Rui shouted at the top of his lungs. He was almost out of breath from the window scars. But his brother hate him so much, all because Rei had no music talent. Rei only had academics talent. He was envious, jealous. He wanted Rui to be gone. So their mother would dote on Rei more than Rui.

Rei reaches both of his arms out, and to Rui's neck. "I do not have a brother like you, Rui!" He started strangling his own little brother. Rui cough and struggle. "R..ei...Nii..S...an..." Rei realize that he had strangled his own little brother, his eyes widen and quickly let go of his hands."I..I'm sorry Rui..I didn't realize..." He look down, fringe covering his face. "Rei...Nii..San...?" Rui coughed and coughed. "Rui!" Rui shake his head slowly. "I'm alright..Rei Nii San..."

Present:
That day that time, I had almost faced death. It's been 2 years ever since the last I've saw Rei Nii San.
Rui closes his eyes as those thoughts and flashbacks. Tears start forming. The green-haired male opened his eyes and stare out of the window. It was pouring heavily. Rain splatted and hit against the window panel. The scars and all were still visible but they healed. Except for the ones at his neck and right chest, he had to put plasters. He took a umbrella and went out. "It just seem like that day." He continued to stroll down the streets until he bumped onto a familiar figure.

"I'm sorry." He bowed to that familiar figure, as his gaze slowly raises up, it was none other than his own big brother; Rei. "!" Rui's eyes widen up by the shock of seeing his own brother down along the streets. As usual Rei just gave off that cold stare. "You're still alive, huh? Oh, I forget, I didn't kill you back 2 years ago just because you're small, Rui." Rui take a few steps back, afraid. He was trembling but didn't show. "Why? Terrified?" The green-haired male didn't answer his own big brother, he kept quiet.

Rei's eyes on him, as he saw a green plaster on the neck. "I've caused that, right? I can cause more if I want." He smiled sheepishly which make Rui even more scared. "B..back off...Rei..Nii..San..." The latter's voice was soft; frightened. "I can't hear what you're saying a single word!" Rei exclaimed. Rui got more and more frightened that he started running in the other directions, far and back away from his own brother. "Come back! I've yet settled score with you for that time and that day!" Rei chased after his younger brother.

After a few minutes of chasing, he finally got hold of his younger brother. "Gotcha' you can't escape now, can you, my little brother~?" A dark smirk plastered on his face. "... please, I have nothing to do with you now..Rei Onii-Chan..." He laughed, not any normal laugh, a dark one. "Of course you had nothing to do with me, but I do have something to do with you." Rui look down, he's trying not to let a single tears, he was frightened but he tries not show. I mean he's all grown up now, the same as Rei.

"I can tell you're frightened, my little brother." Rui just keep quiet, as the rain continue pouring down and soon the sky was cleared, only puddles of water on the ground. Rei pushes Rui down to the ground, hitting Rui's head and his back. "It..hurts.." Making the green hair male closing one of his eyes and winced in pain. "I'll make you suffer more for what you've make me suffer back then. (A little AU?)" Rei took out a penknife, clicked, and it came out a sharp small knife. He smiled, darkly. "Rei..onii-chan?!" The latter widen his ears; in fear of what his brother might do.

Rei cut his right arm; slowly, causing it to bleed. "Ah, look at that, how wonderful~" He continued by cutting his stomach area, tearing his shirt at his stomach area. Rui wince. "Heeek...!" Tears started coming down as it hurts a lot. "Nii..sama..stop..please..I..I'm sorry.." Rui had a hard time talking and breathing because his right arm and stomach hurt too much. Rei couldn't forgive Rui, for he had talent in music, he was jealous. He couldn't forget that time, that day, how their mother would praise Rui so much for being able to play the piano so easily like it's nothing to him and he had so much trouble playing the piano, even though he could, but Rui was so much better. All he's good at was academics but their parents didn't care because their parents were music talented born families. He felt like he was the odd one out. He felt different.

"I can't forgive you, Rui. Yurusainai (can't forgive). You don't know how much I've suffered, you will never understand me!" He went down to Rui's thigh and cut it, this time a little deeper. "IYAAA!" Rui shouted and screamed in pain. "Itai na no! Itai yo! Stop it...Nii-Chan!!" He has weak body unlike Rei, he has a fragile body, fragile skin. He had very delicate skin. Tears keep forming out from his eyes non stop. "Yes, suffer. Go through what I've went though, Rui."

Rei peeled the plaster on Rui's left neck a little, the same scar, he placed the knife there and cut it to where the scar ends." "Aaahhh-!" Rui trembled. It was too pain for him to handle. Those cuts. The latter fainted from those cuts.

Rei laugh and laughed like a madman. "Suffer my dear little brother! Suffer!" Rei stood up and once laugh again and before he walk off, he used the penknife and plunged deep into Rui's chest where he's unconsciousness before forcefully taking the penknife back out where blood splattered everywhere. Leaving the dead Rui right there. "Rest in peace, my dear brother. It would be so much better without you right now. Father and Mother would praise me once again. Goodbye."

He once again showed a dark smile before walking off.

Note: I'm sorry, I suddenly feel like writing a angst + character death fanfic QAQ ah..my poor heart.. and no after reading this fic please don't hate Rei, in the actual thing, the tsukiuta actual stuff uh...he have already reconciled with his brother, so yeah >< no hate on Rei alright? Haha ><