If only I could change that night,
If only I would have said no,
If only I screamed,
If only I never went to his house,
Maybe it would have never happened,
Maybe I wouldn't be so messed up,
Why did I ask to go?
I knew he liked me but he went too far,
When he tried to force his way inside me,
I cried for nights, I couldn't sleep,
All I could think is why me?
I tried to kill myself,
If only I succeeded,
If only I didn't mess up,
When I tried overdosing,
If only I used something different,
Something stronger,
Something I knew would have killed me for sure,
If only I was dead would they all finally care?
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Poems By Me and other Writers
PoetryYes I am depressed, anorexic, and have anxiety. Yes I am suicidal sometimes but, listen I know these might suck but these are poems about how I feel and you might just relate to some of them...
