It's yesterday

PROLOGUE

dong...dong...dong...

Saya rasa saya dengar tiga kali bunyi gong yang kena pukul selang dua saat terus saya tebangun dari tidur, and I can hear the sound of people crying, and everyone started to cry.
Bunyi macam dri dalam rumah juga..so saya bangun then keluar dari bilik.

Eh, ramai pula sodara mara ni? Sempat saya tingu penampilan saya ok ka tida hehe
And I can see their sad and exhausted face, then saya noticed ada satu box besar d tengah² ruang tamu rumah kami.

Wait!
Kenapa ada keranda ni di sini?
Ohno! apa yang sy missed ni? who's that?

Dengan muka blur sy jalan seja pelan², then I saw my mom crying sambil duduk d kerusi tidak jauh dari tu keranda, but why no one tell me about this? takan teda sepa² buli kasi bangun saya masa saya tidur d bilik?

Saya nervous mau pigi tanya² because I am so not ready to lose anyone..dan mcm saya tidak kena peduli pula.
Semua orang d sana seems like tidak notice appearance saya, weird and why?
My mind kept saying that maybe it's my grandma since my grandma pun tua suda, tapi...macam lain² ja saya rasa?
Oke tepa i'll go check and kasi confirm sendiri. Kasi kuat hati I knew that someday I'll have to faced this situation..

But gadd , i am not ready to accept this, im not ready to lose anyone now! Saya tidak jadi, lepas ni lah.

Saya jalan pelan² untuk check d luar rumah, bila saya baru keluar dari pintu..
I saw all of my friends were here. durang baru smpai ramai², durang turun dari van, if im not mistaken, ada dua van durang guna.

How did they know? even sa sndiri pun baru tau ni ada kesusahan tempat kami. But then I remembered, oh well whatsapp n facebook of course.
Ohya!! my phone! saya ingat yang saya belum cek lagi pula, but I forgot where did I put it.
sokay, nanti² laitu.
Im going to approach my friends,

But..

Again, durang limpas seja sia ahh..aih tida buli jadi ni bgini!
tepa..awas kamu ahh haha.
Durang terus masuk dalam heading to the dining room where they can see the other people and the coffin.
So saya pun ikut seja durang dari belakang.

Then they started to cry.
Why? They cried so hard. I never seen them like this before, it breaks my heart.
So I decided to see who was in that coffin actually.

Wait what?
WTH!

What is this? What is happening? Kenapa saya nampak diri sendiri dalam tu keranda? saya nampak pucat, of course!
Saya betul² tekejut saya angkat kepala sy pelan²mau tingu reaction semua orang and maybe some explanation?

And oh yes! they didn't see me..?
I don't understand and I don't get it.
Am I death? No no no! It can't be!
Kah saya masih tidur ni and Im still dreaming?
Wake upp!