"Not Always"
-by:(Beverly Morales)
Wishing like something must have come
but still not there...
Yelling, shouting to keep my heart quiet
for the one thing I wanted...
Happy and glad
that's the mask I have...
Looking so strong and firm
like no one could pass through
But honey let me tell you...
It's not always
what you see is real....
It's not always
what you feel is true....
that's not me
look to me
Tell me....
It's not always you.
Jelous and concious of my self
Decided to change for new....
But what did I get?
A someone who can't be decay after 50 years.
These makes me tears.
For no more time
You distinguish me....
I thought my MASK will stay like that
forever...
But then you told me...
It's not always
what you wanted will be...
It's not always
what you needed should be...
that's not you
Open your eyes
Tell me...
Is that really you?
My fake world just crashed.
Memories of the REAL me flashed...
Then I told you...
It's not always
me in the beggining...
It's not always
me who gain you...
It's not me
Look to me
Tell me...
Do YOU love ME?...
You walked away
as if nothing happened...
I'm like a fool
trying to gain attention....
for Someone
who can't just EVEN love me...
Now...
what I see is REAL...
What I feel is TRUE...
What I wanted...
What I needed...
A HAPPY ENDING...
but not always...
Not Always will be...
in the end...-
