ONE STARRY NIGHT [CAUTION: might trigger some people READ AT YOUR OWN RISK]

One starry night

Ahh here I am Again.

I woke up again

I'm tired

It feels like something is pinning me down

It's hard to breathe

Why am I even a alive?

Do I deserve to live?

What if I just end everything now?

I don't want to do anything

People don't understand

My chest hurts

It's hard to breathe

I can't move from my bed

I'm trapped

I'm caged

DEMONS

DEMONS

MY DEMONS ARE STRONGER NOW IT SEEMS LIKE THEY TOOK A BREAK AND DECIDED TO MAKE A STRONGER ALLIANCE AGAINST ME

My parents don't understand

My friends don't understand

They say all people gets sad too

They said I should stop over reacting people are facing bigger problems

They said I should just suck it up

They said I just needed attention

They said I just wanted to get noticed

CUTS

CUTS

cuts in my arms and thighs

TEARS

TEARS

tears on my eyes every night

I'm tired

I'm lost

Nobody understand

I hate myself

I want to end it all

I want to just end everything

MOM

MY MOM

I imagined my mom's crying face

IT HURTS

A LOT

I'M LOST

I'M DROWNING

I DON'T KNOW WHO AM I

I hate myself.