Show Me What Love Is •JenLisa Adaptation•

Chapter 66. Bouquet Of Flowers

-I'm sorry- I apologized immediately.

I wiped my tears with one hand, and dodged them completely. I threw the flowers to a chair that was nearby, and entered the bathroom by pulling the door. I covered my face with both hands, and began to sob non-stop. I had risen up with so much hope, with ... so much joy. It took me so much to choose the flowers, every detail of them, taking care of their meaning, the aroma that they gave off together. I made sure it was perfect. I spent almost an hour, with butterflies in my stomach, and everything so that ... she cares more than me. So that his stupid allergy is more important than the gesture I try to have.

I uncovered my face. All the makeup I had went to hell. My face was a mess. I felt a lump in my throat that hurt. How can something so small affect me so much? Well I do not know. But her reaction broke my heart. It made me feel like I did not care a bit. I took some paper to start cleaning my face. The eyeliner, the base, the shadows, everything was cleansing with my tears. There went all the time that I invested in this. I could not make the tears stop. It broke the illusion that I had in my smile today.

I did not want to go back to the room, I felt ashamed. I filled myself with air.

-To pretend I can with this- I whispered.

I wiped the last tears in front of the mirror. I left there. There was no way to leave without going through her room, I had to resign myself. I moved my head a little and fixed my clothes. I had to take courage to enter there. I walked at a slow pace, mentally preparing myself. I arrived at the door and decided to stay in the frame.

-Jennie ...- Tzuyu said a little worried.

Tears threatened again, but I took a breath. I smiled sweetly. She came to hug me around the waist. She stuck her face up to my belly, thanks to the heels, it was there. She closed her eyes, clinging to me. I smiled sideways for the support she gave me in a certain way.

- Is ... yours? - Asked her mother, extending the coffee I left on the table.

-Aamm ... no, actually I brought it to ...- My voice sounded a bit shaky- Her. It is her favorite.

I looked down. I concentrated on stroking the little girl's hair. Stupid tears I was just more sensitive than usual, that was all. I looked at the ceiling with dissimulation, arranging my hair, letting it fall on my face, so that they do not notice the reddish color of my eyes.

-But I think I'll take it- I said thinking well- It can hurt you ... we do not know yet.

I approached her, almost snatching the cup from her hands. I ignored their constant looks. I went around the bed, arriving where I was standing when I entered, and picked up my bag from the floor.

-I must go- I commented dryly- Have a nice day.

I walked out of her room. I stepped on the lever of one of the garbage cans, and dropped the coffee cup. I raised my foot, causing it to make a clumsy noise when it closed. I could not keep my heels from making more noise than usual, I was completely annoyed.

-Jennie ... Jennie ...- She said her little voice behind me.

I turned around. She came running with the flowers in her hands.

-Love ...- I said in a sigh.

She extended them to me.

-No, I give them to you- I said smiling sideways.

She looked at me for a few seconds and nodded without any expression on her face.

-Today ... will we go for ice cream? - She asked shyly.

-Aaamm ... I do not know ...- I started to say.

-You promised for the little finger- I said raising this.

I sighed exhausted. She was right.

-Okay- I said nodding.

I opened my bag, took out a piece of paper and wrote down my cell phone.

-First, ask your parents for permission- Conditioned- And when you finish having lunch, call me, I'll come by you.

-Ok, I will- She said with emotion- Seriously you hsto to leave?

I looked down.

-Yes- I answered safely- I'm sorry.

-It's okay- She said trying to avoid her pout- See you later.

I gave her a small hug, and I continued walking. One more failed attempt. I do not know if I'll be able to keep doing it. Maybe I should leave things as they are. Her family became very fond of me, and unfortunately I became attached to them, but it would not be complicated to move on. With Tzuyu ... if it would be more complicated, I made a promise, and I had to fulfill it. Visit all the ice cream shops there were ... it would not be so bad after all.

I went down to the reception, to verify that everything is fine. They said yes, everything was in order, only now there was the possibility that someone would stay to sleep, the schedules changed in the common rooms, and they did not deign to tell me before. It started at 6 in the morning, ending at 12, and then in the afternoon it started at 2 and ended at 6, except for the person who stayed to sleep.

-Excellent, and I can ask why you did not inform me before? - I said with a haughty tone.

-I'm sorry, I thought they had delivered the form- She said nervously.

I'm sure it's new, I did not see it around here before.

-You have a form! - I said raising my hands with indignation- Fuck, you do not do anything right!

-I ... I'm sorry- Her voice broke.

-No ... no, I'm sorry- I said sighing- Excuse me, I should not ... talk to you like that.

Her eyes were crystallized. Shit, that's it!

-Only take them the form, take it to the room- I said showing her the number- They will take over.

-Okay- She said nodding.

-I'm sorry again- I apologized before leaving.

I did not think to fill the stupid form to be more hours seeing how she cared less than shit. Sit there in deep silence, in a very uncomfortable one, seeing how she flirts with the stupid nurse. He passed by me before I reached the door.

-Stupid- I whispered when he was by my side.

-Excuse me?- He said a little indignantly.

He stopped, but I kept walking. I turned my face a little, connecting with his gaze.

-Stupid- I said loud enough to hear me.