Confused [BxB]

Chapter 1

"Johnathon,"

Green desperate eyes stared into mine. I knew where this was going and I didn't like it.

"Yeah?"

"Are you going to come over this weekend?" She smirked as she slowly trailed her hand down my chest, while her other slides it's way up my arm. We are at school, and she's doing this. In fact, we are right outside my first-period chemistry classroom, which is kinda funny cause there isn't really any happening right now. It seems like no matter how much I try to avoid her, she always finds me, and she try's the do the same sh*t every day; get in my pants. I wish she would just take a hint that I don't want sex with her!

Now don't get me wrong, I love Natalie, she sweet, she's gorgeous, but she just has her moments, and all she wants in the relationship is, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex! I eternally groan as her hand goes lower.

'Bing Bing Bing' As if the holy lord himself heard my prayers, the bell rang making her stop what she was doing.

"We will get back to this later," I told her as I moved her brown hair out of the way and placing a gentle kiss on her cheek. She looked disappointed.

"You better." But then she smiled. "I love you." 

"I love you too." And with that, she made her way to her class. I let a long, held in sigh out. Might as well head to my class. When I turned to go to class I was met with narrow brown eyes. Eyes that belonged to my crush.

Keith Watson, a boy. 

If you haven't figured it out, yes I'm in the closet. I had a crush on Keith since freshman year, its crazy to think I liked him for four whole years and didn't make a move. It's probably that I can't even function around him, trust me it's bad.

But why was he glaring at me? I threw him a confused look, for a response he rolled his eyes and walked into our class like I was Suppose to know what I did.

Um ok? I shook it off and followed after him into the room. 

Right as I took my seat in the front, the tardy bell rang. Shortly after Mr. Jay came in.

"Alright students!" He says as he makes his way to his desk. "I didn't plan for anything today," he sets his belongings on the desk and sits down in a laid back sort of fashion. "so how about a little-paired assignment?" A handful of students got excited looking over towards there friends while shifting in their seats. "Of course I will be choosing the pairs." He smirked wickedly, and the handful didn't seem so happy anymore.

He started listing of names, I tuned him out, with thoughts of Keith. For a four-year crush to be mad at you for reasons that you don't know, it kind of hurts. It also brings up questions like, does he like Natalie? Well, he sure as hell don't like me. I believe he's not into guys.

"Johnathon K, and Keith W."

Huh? The sound of my name being called snapped me out of my thoughts. 

Oh, sh*t.

"This assignment will be done at the end of class, so get to working." Mr. Jay passed out the instructions. 

I picked up the sheet he laid in front of me. Sugar crystals?

"Hey." I almost fell back at the sudden appearance of Keith. He questionably looked at me, then the paper in my hands reading over it. 

"Sugar crystals, huh?" He leaned uncomfortably close. 

I didn't want to look like a fool so I composed myself and opened my mouth to reply but my throat quickly went dry, I couldn't.