Words

My Life

I'm a person stuck on my own prison

Thinking I'm a burden

Asking why was I even born

When my heart would just be torn

In an early age

I know the feeling of being sad and alone

When all they do is leave me soon

And they'll just come back when you're all big and grown

It's like I'm in a video game

They only know my name

A game of Wreck it Ralph

Where I constantly fix and wreck a life

A life, I never really want to exist

But it's hard to resist

All these mixed up emotions I want to expressed

Am I depressed?

I'm not sure if I'm depressed

I mean, I'm not sad

But I'm not exactly happy either

Though I tried to make everyone proud

By always being available to everyone

Hearing all their requests and doing it all at once

Accepting everything and never saying no

Afraid of letting them down and doing so