We shouldn't

No more

Something I thought of and wouldn't go away... so see how long it lasts but let me know your thoughts 🙄

Her phone buzzed from the table, she knew who it would be and ignored it. She moved across the hall opening Grace's door a fraction to see her daughter asleep in her bed, her koala huddled in tight against her chest. Checking her watch she knew it was late, as her phone buzzed again she found it harder to ignore.
"I'm going up to bed Con it's late" Sam smiled moving to kiss her gently, she sighed "I should finish this paper work and shower I'll be up in a while.
He smiled,"You work so hard, but then I knew that when I married you" he smirked seeing her expression crinkle in exasperation. "It's got to be done" she smiled kissing him again and moving towards her study.
"I know, don't be long I'll miss you" he smiled softly letting his hand linger in her waist.
Her phone buzzed again and this time she couldn't help but move to read it. Taking it from the table by the stairs she resisted for a moment before opening the messages.
"I want to see you"
"I'm outside"
"I'll wait"

She couldn't help the smile that twitched across her face at the thought of him, she had been trying to keep her distance but that hadn't been working out to Well. It had been 3years since they had split after he cheated and now she was married to sam quite happily she might add. But somehow they had found themselves in this love hate scenario, she didn't want him but the way he made her body feel was indescribable.

She waited a while until she heard the shower go off and the lights go off upstairs before heading for the back door. She reached the drive and looked down the road Seeing his car, as it often was parked a few houses down.
Moving more swiftly down the road she reached it, she opened quickly and climbed into the back.
"You can't keep harassing and me texting me, Sam could have seen" she hissed angrily as he pushed her into the seat and claimed her lips.
"Shut up Connie"he snapped back as he moved to pull her upon his lap, her hands betraying her as they worked on his shirt.
"I hate you for this" she spat angrily as her hands clawed at his skin, his mouth moving against her skin with force as she felt the tension rise in her body like no one else had ever managed.
"I don't have time" she snapped annoyed as she fumbled with his trousers.
"Ooo someone's in a mood tonight" he smirked.
"Fuck off Jacob" she grunted as she sunk down onto him, she moved fast her body already at the point of no return. Her knees dipping into the seats beside him as his hands roamed her body, as he moved to claim her lips. She fought for breath as she moved faster her body clung to him.
"You going to look at me?" He asked panting.
"No" she hissed refusing to meet his gaze as she rode him, his hand moving to her chest and pinching her nipple. He watched as her head bent forward like it always did when he did that, she'd always liked it.

He knew she was close and so was he, as he watched her rise and fall, she really was so beautiful. He held her tightly bucking his hips to meet her downwards thrusts, and she clenched around him and came hard.
She rode him gently before becoming still lying against his chest, she inhaled his scent. She hated this, hated him he'd had his chance and he'd blown it. And now.. now she had no bloody clue what they were doing, she didn't want him anymore.
She moved across the seat rearranging her clothes, "stop calling me Jacob, this won't be happening again" she spat as she opened the door and slid out. "We will see sweetcheeks" he smirked as he heard her heels moving back up the road.

She sat at her desk, she had to stop this. God knows how it had started but it had to stop, two weeks and somehow Sam didn't know. It needed to stay like that! She honestly didn't understand it she hated him with a passion, he made her so angry she wanted to hit him hurt him, but his hands on her body the way he moved them softly against her clit. The way he liked to tease her, make her soaking for him before becoming rougher forcing his fingers inside her.

She could feel his imprint inside her now how he had felt as he had thrust deeply inside her tonight, and she couldn't help the wetness flood her core again. He was like a drug a bad habit, a bad habit she had to kick.
She switched off the computer and moved silently upstairs again in to the guest room. Deciding to use the en suite not to wake Sam she scrubbed any trace of him from her body before drying her hair in a towel and slipping into bed beside Sam.
"You took too long" he spoke sleepily moving into hold her as she lay her head against the pillow , "Sorry" she muttered as she closed her eyes in an attempt to force sleep to Come.