The red at my fingers. Cannibalism? Self harm? What is this? It is not illegal and it is not suicidal... Just odd. Odd how? I am not hurting anyone but me. Well kept. Well balanced. I'm starving. I bite the inside of my mouth and I bleed out, I bite the hang nails of my fingers and I bleed out. What am I doing? The blood that runs down my fingers. I don't go anymore up than that.
