"Stop moving so much I'm trying to sleep" I hear him whisper just loud enough so I can hear him. I didn't really want to hear him. I felt the blankets move and I tensed up, I was....anxious? Is this what anxiety feels like? All I know is I feel sad. But it's not that terrible being sad, I actually was okay with it. But I'm not okay with anxiety. I all of a sudden didn't want to be near him. I usually would but now I just don't.
I don't want to be near him right now. I slowly move the very comfortable blanket off and stood up. "T.V?" I fast walk out of the room and go to the bathroom. The bathroom is a nice place. It's cold, private and just has a peaceful atmosphere to me. I run inside the bathroom. Mind you I did not slam the door I didn't want him to know where I was going, even though he might already know I was going here. I lock the door and sit down in front of it. Staring at it. Then I didn't want to stare at it, so I turned around and leaned against the door. He softly knocks on the door "T.V? You okay?". I didn't want to be near him right now.
Why is he near me?
I don't answer him. There's no point I guess. "T.V? I know your in there, please open the door".
No.
I get up and walk over to the mirror. I used to hate mirrors,h but I don't mind them right now. I look in the mirror. I see myself of course. I observe myself. I'm pretty, well at least I think so. Does he think so? I mean I'm quite pale, but i have nice hair. My hair is different then a normal human beings hair. White. Not to bright but not to dark. I keep staring into the mirror. Does he? I hear him knock again but ignore it. I lay on the floor, it cold but that's okay. "T.V?" I hear him again, but ignore him again.
I fell asleep.
